"Every time we talk or I even see your name pop up on my phone I feel things I've never felt before, those feelings of like happiness and joy are so foreign that I don't even know how to describe them, since we've been talking again it's felt like I've been walking on clouds and it's this high of always being in a good mood and being happy that I never want to come back down to earth I want to ride this high forever because it feels amazing I've never felt this before, I don't know what it's from but I never want it to end....but I have the feeling it will end and I'm so scared that's it's going to end, you are the only person who's been able to break down my walls and give me this kind of high and that terrifies me because I have this sinking feeling that your going to leave again.....And I'm going to have to re-build those walls again and that amazing high is going stop, I've never let anyone come as close to me as you are not even mark because my head tells me it won't last and I just going to get hurt in the end, but all of that stopped when I met you which is why every time you leave then come back I always respond, my head never warns me or tell me things will go wrong, so every time it does it feels like a little piece of me taken but every time you come back I get that high again and I tell myself I'll be fine at the end but I won't...."
She shakes her head and sighs, that's what she wanted to say to him but didn't instead she writes
"Love you too baby, yea I'm fine just miss you"
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Short stories and other
RandomJust a few short stories, poems, and other things I've written over time
