Seventeen and a third.

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Dean POV

       I've tried everything to get my mind off of her but nothing is working! I need her so bad! She belongs here with us!

I open my eyes and look up at the ceiling. My entire body is covered in sweat and my shirt is sticking to my skin.

"That f*cking bitch!!" I scream digging my nails into the carpet of my bedroom floor thinking about the old lady that poisoned Sienne against us.

"I could kill her—no I can't" I yell hitting my head over and over.

"I could make it look natural... like I did with her—- no no. Just breath" I tell myself and close my eyes breathing in and out. I look at the time on my desk and it's already 9.

I've been in my room all day contemplating what I need to do. If I wait too long she'll get too far. I sit up and look around at the mess I've made of my room.

There's a hole in the wall and the lamp is on the ground shattered.

"I'm a mess" I say standing up.

I lean over my dresser drawer clawing at my hair breathing in and out. I need to calm down. I think to myself.

I look at myself in the mirror and I don't even recognize myself.

But it has to be done.

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