I dreamt oddly last Wednesday. I was in a white space. You were dead. I lay next to you. Not feeling any emotion at all, I stared at you. Blanc. no heartbreak, no sorrow, no pain, no remorse. Nothing. I just kept on staring. Why didn't I feel anything? Well, I was dead. Just like you. So all I could do was stare at you. Those of you whom are reading this might be asking yourselves who it was I was staring at. By 'you' i meant the world. All that I see every day. Every living human being, every unliving thing. But I do wonder wether it stared back at me. Now to the weird song above. I kind off found it while I was scrolling through jack Staubbers songs. It's very odd. Even so, I find it fascinating. I was walking to the library. I had finished school for the day and had time left before going home, so I decided to check if the library had any new manga books. Just a few people were there. As usual. At times like these, I feel at peace. All by myself. It's like I can feel my death when the silence engulfs me. After getting one of the Ikigami series and Akira part 6 I went to the park. I mostly go there if my head is bursting with thoughts that I don't want. Death. A thing so excruciating and frightening that mankind fears it and yet, man is drawn to it. Life itself is the source of sin. Am I suicidal if I think about death all the time? I don't think so myself, I just find it interesting. A thing we fear and yet are drawn to. that's something I want.
I am very bored. I have a math test tomorrow and homework. do I do it? Probably^^. I'm pretty sure I'll just do it in the morning. I'm kidding. I can be such a nerd. I'll be back with some other things next time. I'll give you a hint. it's me promoting an anime. Yes. A Yaoi anime. DO NOT JUDGE ME. The characters have more luck in love than me T_T. ANyways enough sulking for me. Until next time!
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