Felix POV.
I had been talking to my friends and trying to keep an eye on Hana. She can get a little wild sometimes. Sometime between 10-11 I hadn't seen Hana. "Guys I'll talk to you later. I have to go check on Hanna."
First I looked in the kitchen cause after she drinks she likes to raid the fridge for food. She wasn't there next was the bathroom to see if she was in there puking. She wasn't. I looked in every room upstairs. Then downstairs.
As I got the the end of the hall, I heard screams. My body jolted and my heartrate picked up. I ran to the last door on the left. I threw open the door.
I felt like throwing up. Hana was tied on the bed with a guy hovering over her. Tears were running down her face and her eyes were blood shot. I punched the guy to the floor. I kept punching his face again and again till Hana screamed "STOP" and grabbed my hands.
I grabbed her face and examined her face. "Are you okay!? Are you hurt!! Who is that guy?!" I frantically asking her. She fell against my chest crying. I gently picked her up and as I turned I don't realize my friends and a couple other people stood at the door.
I squeezed through the pople and hurried out to my car. I placed Hana in the passenger seat and put her seat belt on for her. At some point she had lost
conscious. She lay there limply, a sight that made me want to tear the guy apart who did this.
When I get to her house there wasn't any lights on. I gently carried her up to her room and laid her on her bed. I took her shoes off and pulled the covers over her.
I sat down in the edge of the bed. I stroked her cheek. "I'm so sorry, Hana. I shouldn't have taken you to that party. I should have kept an eye on you and this wouldn't have happened."
I got up and took my own shoes off and laid next to her. A few minutes later she woke up screaming and crying. I gently hugged her not to startle her. "Shh, it's okay. I got you. He's gone." She then peacefully went back to sleep.
That night she woke up screaming and crying 10 times. Each time I hugged her and whispered soothing words until she fell back to sleep.
The next morning I woke and felt something move. I looked down and saw Hana had latched herself to be. She hugged me like a giant teddy bear.
I looked at the clock and realized it was time to get ready for school. I slipped out from under her and headed to the kitchen. I started making bacon and eggs and toast. I thought about last night. The more I thought about it, the worse I felt.
But... when we got home last night Hana's dad wasn't home. I checked and sure enough he wasn't home. Hmm.
By the time Hana woke up it was too late to go to school. So I called in and told them we won't be coming because there was a family emergency. I didn't entirely lie.
"How are you feeling." I asked her. "Okay." She said quietly. She only played with food on her plate. I asked her, "Are you really okay. Can you eat at least a few bites?" She sighed but took a few bites of each food. When she was finished I said, "Hana, you know you don't have to hide your feelings from me. Now please tell me the truth. Are you really okay? "
Her eyes got watery and her bottom lip quivered. "N-no." She whispered. A tear rolled down her cheek. She wiped it away. "It's okay to cry." I said. Tears started streaming down her face.
I calmly walked around the counter and embraced her. She leaned heavily on me, sobbing. I just rubbed her back and soothed her. Five minutes later she had calmed down.
"Do you want to go shopping or something today?" She nodded her head slightly aginst my chest. "Okay cause you look ugly when you cry." I teased, earning a smack from Hana. But I made her smile a little bit.
Hana showered and changed. While I showered she put on a little bit of make up. Just as I was drying off, I heard a loud crash and glass shattering. I jumped out out of my skin. I threw on my jeans and ran to see what the hell that was.
Hana stood by her make up mirror and then I saw wahat caused the loud crash. Her glass container of makeup was shattered on the floor. She took a shaky breath then set off to get the broom.
When she got the broom I gently took it away from her and cleaned up the mess. She said sadly, "I can't do anything without shaking or dropping something."
I thought of when something like this had happened to someone else I had know a long time ago. After a few weeks after it happened, she was shaky and jumped at her own shadows.
"That's normal after wahat happened. You'll probably be shaky and jump at anything and everything." I said to her. We finished getting ready and I grabbed her hand and headed to the door. I made sure I had my phone, keys, and wallet. We got our shoes in and climbed in the car.
I played one of her favorite songs and her face lite up. She started singing along. She got some of the words worng and looked frustrated. I chuckled softly at how cute and flustered she looked.
Finally we got to the mall. There wasn't many people there so it was quiet. Good cause I know Hana didn't really want to be around a lot of people. Two hundred dollars and fifty bags later we decided to call it a day.
I ran out to the car to load the bags in the trunk so we could eat. Hana waited for me in a bench. When I came back she was shivering and sweating really bad. I was confused. "H-he's h-here." She mumbled over and over. I didn't question and just sat on the bench next to her and pulled her in my arms.
A good five minutes later she stopped breathing so fast. "Do you want to go somewhere else to eat or do you just want to get ice cream?" I asked. "I just want to go home." She said. "Okay I'll take you." With no hesitation I walked her to the car. She climbed in sniffling. She was queit most of the way home. Then halfway she said, "Don't you want to know who was there?" "I figured when you were ready you'd tell me. I don't want to push you."
She sighed and said,"I promise I'll tell you the whole story sometime."
When we got back to her house I lugged all her bags to her room and sat them on the floor. We decided on ordering pizza and watching While You Were Sleeping again for the hundredth time.
She cried when the main character ended up in the hospital and her mom died. Then when she jumped off the roof and committed suicide.
Then it was all a dream. The main character was still alive. But she still cried.
When the pizza arived we watched four more episodes and eat pizza. I was just glad she was eating and showing some sort of emotion. When this happened to my ex girlfriend, she didn't eat, sleep, cry or show any sort of emotion. A month later they found her body in the Han River.
I still thought of how it all happened. I still blamed myself. I don't want this to happen to Hana so I tried hard to keep her smile on her face and made sure she was fine. I don't want to lose someone else I loved.
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To those who read this crappy book, thank you very much. Have a nice day/ night
Song request: Blue Rose UP10TION
