Change of Heart

Heartbreaks

A/N: I don't expect anyone to read this anyway. But if you did then comment! I'd be extremely grateful that at least someone has read this crappy fanfic. 

"Ellie, are you okay? You've been spacing out a lot. I hope fully turning into Gabriel hasn't affected your health." Will said worriedly, waving his hand in front of my face trying to get my attention.

I chuckled softly. "Will, we're in Heaven. I'm totally fine. I still don't understand why you're worrying so much."

"I'm sorry. I still feel like I'm your Guardian and we're on Earth." Will sighed, looking at me, concern clear in his green eyes. I could only tell by the way his eyes became brighter. 

I smiled softly. After I ascended to Heaven, and a quick talk with Father (God) Will and I had a not-so-short catch-up intimate time together. My lips were still bruised from Will's rough kisses. Yet, it didn't feel totally right. I felt like a part of my heart had been removed. Was it because Cadan wasn't here with me? Because he wasn't here to brighten my day? I didn't know.

"So Ellie, you still haven't told me how you got here and how you killed Sammael and Lilith. Care to explain it to me now?" Will asked.

"Well, I couldn't have done it without help. Doing it alone would've been like going on a suicide mission." I replied.

Will nodded. "Who's help did you get? Ava? Marcus?"

I shook my head. My answer was surely going to piss Will off. But I didn't care. Cadan had helped me A LOT and had even saved my life a few times. I wasn't going to let Will badmouth him. I hesitated before confidently saying:

"Cadan helped me the whole way. He even saved my life a few times."

"WHAT?!" Will yelled. "You got CADAN to help you? Of all people it had to be HIM?"

"He helped me and even saved me Will. He's the only reason why Earth is safe and why I'm even here." I said.

"I don't care Ellie! How many times do I have to tell you that Cadan can't be trusted? He's a demonic vir for Heaven's sakes!"

I felt the rage boiling in my stomach. I knew Will would get mad but I thought he would at least understand the situation. I had to make him understand.

"WILL! You're half demonic! What are you complaining about? You're always full of darkness even though you're half angelic yet Cadan seems to be more angelic than you when he's a full demonic vir because he's always full of light! You should be grateful he helped me so that I can be here with YOU!" I burst out. "He even killed BASTIAN! There's the PROOF that Cadan can be trusted!"

"I'm your Guardian! I know what's safe and dangerous for you! Just listen to me Ellie!"

"He saved my LIFE! What else do you want as proof? I don't understand you Will! You should be more understanding! Did dying change you? Cadan helped me turn into Gabriel fully without killing him or any other innocent person around! He's helped me so much!" I felt tears rising. I had never shouted or argued with Will so much. I had never done it when I was so confident about my point. I felt the Gabriel part of me trying to come out. Calm down Ellie, you can't risk it now. I seriously needed to manage my anger issues.

"ELLIE YOU LISTEN TO ME! I DON'T CARE WHAT HE DID! HE WAS MANIPULATING YOU!" Will roared.

I trembled, the pain deep within me. I was heartbroken, that's what. Will yelling about Cadan and I had broken me on the inside. I never knew Will could be like this. I had seen some of his outbursts but it had never been like this.

I can't take this anymore.

I turned around and walked away.

"Goodbye Will." I couldn't believe I was saying this.

Will, you've just broken me and let me down.