Red Band Society: Perfect-ish

Chapter 7: Not My Choice

Seriously?!? I had to collapse twice on the same day?!?! Ugh, why would I pass out though? Nothing made sense to me anymore. That is when I saw someone in a hallucination while I had passed out.

"Oh look who it is! Honey, you need to lose all that fat! You are a sumo wrestler, guess Troy was right!" the figure said. I did not recognize the figure and as it got closer, I inspected her closely. She was perfectly thin, beautiful hair and was had a flower crown that sat upon her head.

"Who are you?" I said in a firm tone trying not to cry about how she had called me fat.

"Oh, yes that is right! We have never met before! You might call me a dream or hallucination or whatever, but I prefer Ana," said the figure.

"Oh,ok well hi I guess?"

"Honey, I think we should do another week of fasting or else you are just gonna get all that weight back and after all your hard work you want to throw it all away? It would really be shame and you wouldn't want Jordi or Leo not to like you right?"

"Well, no, I guess not. But its hard! I can't handle this pressure anymore!"

""Well Miss Fatty, I guess you just want to always be a fat whore! You were just made that way I guess, because you obviously have no self control, DO YOU?!?!?!?" Ana spoke to me.

"You know what, I have to starve! I guess you are right and I will prove to you that I do have self control you bitch!"

"Oh darling, don't call your new best friend a bitch. That's not very nice, now is it?"

"I feel kinda weird.."

"Oh, looks like you are waking up!! Ttyl darling!" and that was the first time I met Ana.

I jerked up off of the hospital floor seeing Nurse Jackson and Dr. McAndrew and Nurse Jackson was checking my vitals and when I jumped, so did she. As I looked around, I saw everything as it was before I passed out.

Once I woke up, I realized that I did not choose Ana, Ana choose me.