Written in the Stars

Once in a Blue Moon

To the person reading this right now, I'm writing this as I express away my pain and sorrow just because writing is my only escape from reality. I hope that you won't get to feel miserable the same way that I am everyday. Don't worry, this is just another 'everyday routine' of mine. Everyday is like fighting a monster in my head. Whereas there are thousands and they just won't stop. I hope you, as a reader, won't experience this because you deserve a lot more than I do. And I thank you for that. Never once have I experience someone care for me, or if there is, it won't last forever.

It's hard. Everytime someone asks if your okay, you say you are but deep inside you're really not; Just because your afraid of trusting people again. Your afraid that if you tell them, they would walk away and stop caring. As someone that has trust issues, I'd say its like battling yourself.

But maybe this is all part of a plan. His plan. And if it is his, then I will wait. Because I believe that his plans are always the best. Then maybe I will be stronger than ever. Maybe, once in a blue moon.