To The One I Love the Most

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To the one I love the most, I hope your having a great day. A great day where I look at you from afar and catch your killer looks and smiles, yet you don't notice that I have been watching. And when you do notice, I will have to look away even if my heart and soul doesn't want to.

To the one I love the most, I hope you stay just the way you are. To the point that everytime I see you, your still the same; same old boy that never fails to make my heart race. Smile. Laugh. All those new things I have never felt before.

I like how everytime you fix your hair. And how I sometimes catch myself randomly thinking about you. I like how you keep me inspired to the point that I can do all things just for you.
I like how I get excited I get whenever I pass you by the corridor. I like you so much, but you don't know.

I hate how I can't tell these feelings to you. The feelings that have been stronger and stronger each and every day. I hate how I realize that I fall for you yet your falling for someone else. I hate how I got slapped by the reality that what I am feeling for you is nothing but a hindrance to you.

And now I'm watching you smiling, but this time its special. Perhaps because its reason is also something special. A special someone.

I cried, and cried. I felt a crack in my chest. Broken. Sad. Mixed feelings. I did not understand. It was all new to me. No longer did I feel the same old 'feeling' whenever I see you. I couldn't feel the same whenever I see you fix your hair. And when I randomly think of you, tears try to fall. I was no longer inspired. My inspiration now has his own inspiration.

So to the one I love the most, I know I don't deserve you. I really know. This feelings will still be here but never be the same. Be happy. Stay whatever you are. You'll always find me in the same place.. from afar.

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