My life ((Jhene aiko and august alsina ))

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August p.o.v

It was time for us to go to the doctors to see if she pregnant or not and tbh with you I want her to be , I love kids and I want some with mia , I mean I know Yall might say I'm too young and that I already have enough responsibilities to deal with already but I feel like I'm ready to settle down I feel like I'm ready to grow up and stop acting like a teenager and more like a grown ass man

I walked in to the room to see what is taking her so long ,

When I walked in she was sitting on the bed looking in a full body mirror looking at her stomach look as if she was going to breakdown and cry.

"If it is a little person in there , I want you to know that ...." She took a deep breath "I might be scared but I'm going to take care of you and love you with all my heart i know your sister would of been so happy to see you and would of been so hype to be a older sister " she said shedding tears sister ?

"But I know she watching over us and protecting making sure everyone is safe and I know your daddy is secretly hype to see if you really in there or not I'm not going to lie I am too anyway I can't wait to see if you in there or not i hope u r tbh I'm going to spoil you to death but u still going to have to work for everything you need , and if u want to act like a brat I'm going to beat your ass but other than that I'm going to love u and spoil u ,hahaha look at me " she chuckled and wiped her tears

"I'm all happy now can't wait to find out if u in there or not love u Thoe if u in there "

She wiped her eyes and pulled her shirt down and stood up once she turned around once she saw me she froze

"How much of that did you hear" she asked

"All of it u had a ba-" she cut me off

"Let's go " she said rushing past me

"No mia answer me "

She ignored me and kept walking to the elevator

"Samia i know fuckin here me
" I said

She was pissing me off cause I want to know what happened to the lil girl

"U had a baby " I asked once I was in the elevator

"Leave me alone " she whispered

"No I'm going to leave you alone TF is wrong with u we in a relationship and you didn't think about telling me this shit "

" U want to know so fucking bad huh?" She asked turning towards me with tears in her eyes

"Obviously I yelled

" I had a miscarriage okay?, my ex-boyfriend beat the shit out of me and I had a fucking miscarriage ok ? u happy now damn " she yelled getting off the elevator once it came to our stop when she got off the elevator all eyes was in us

"Damn " she whispered

She quickly walked out to the car we was riding to get to the doctors

I hopped in the car with her sighing as I cranked up the car

I looked over at her , she was crying looking out the window

"I'm sorry mia "

"Can u drive please "

I sighed

Mia
I'm 5 months pregnant I just got from the doctors I walked in to see my boyfriend relly drinking as always if he not drinking he just not home , the last time he touched me in a sexual way is 5 months ago other than then he don't touch and barely looks at me , he don't know I'm pregnant but I plan on telling him , im happy that I'm having a child but on the same token I'm not I'm going to be stuck with this abusive nigga for the rest of my life

Everytime he gets mad don't get his way or just drunk he will beat me up and it scares me I tried to leave but u know everytime I did he would find me

" I have something to tell u relly " I said scared for my life

"What tf u want I'm trying to watch the damn game " he yelled at me not looking away from the screen

"We having a baby girl I'm pregnant "

His head shot towards me "bitch what u say "

"We having a baby girl "

He stood up making his way towards me " listen here bitch i will fuck you and that damn baby up "

I shot up when he was slowly making his way over here he couldn't walk straight he was to drunk

"U can't hit me I'm pregnant and its yours"
I yelled running up the steps

U was about to be a lot the top when someone grabbed me by my hair and pulled me back down the steps he got on top of me once I was at the bottom and started fighting
I have to fight for my baby I have to fight for my baby

Was all I can think I started to fight him I picked up a empty glass bottle and hit his head I punched him and then I kneed him in the balls I pushed him off of me when I noticed he was passed out

I tried my best to run out the house I had blood all over my face and it was blood on my shirt I was in my driveway when a pain shot right though me I cried and dropped to the floor I felt 5 more painful shots go though my body then I felt blood coming down my leg

I saw all these people coming out the house and surrounding me

My neighbor screamed to her husband call the cops

Then I blacked out

2 days later I woke up and the doctors told me I lost the baby and on that day I said I was not having kids cause I'm too scared to put them through that again a little baby who didn't deserve to die a little girl who didn't even get to see sun light

Only if I fought harder only if I would of left when I had the chance my baby would of been here this is all my fault

I screamed and hit the dashboard "this is all my fault only if I fought my baby would of been here fuck me " I screamed in the car as I cried , August pulled over and looked at me with sympathy
In his eyes

"Baby it's not your fault that lame nigga should never put his hands on u he didn't have the fucking right don't u ever say it was Ya fault again , Ya baby girl is looking over u right now she loves u and she understand do u understand now get your self together and make her proud " he said kissing my forehead

R.I.P HAZEL SAMA AIKO
10/23/12

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