Hello! So this is my...I guess you could call it a diary. Please don't read it! But if you do...Well then I don't know what I'll do. This is stupid, why did I buy this in the first place. I had ten dollars and this is what I buy with it. I could've...
I don't really know how to start this new page. Maybe at the start I'll put the date. I don't really feel like doing that now though. Uh, today has been a decent day.
Mom bought me some new wood, I'm thinking about fixing Castle Byers. Jonathan probably doesn't want to help. I mean, we worked all night on Castle Byers, just for me to wreck it. I'm so dumb, I don't know why I did.
I was angry, at Mike, at the party and at myself. I miss the good old days, when we would play D&D in the basement. Those were the good times.
But then everything went crazy when...Whatever, the guys are too busy with their girlfriends to hang out with me. A girl you met in the woods is more important than hanging out with your friend since kindergarten I guess. Okay now I just sound selfish.
I'm just frustrated, how come after Eleven came along Mike just forgot about me?! I'm his best friend. Why is he shutting me out like I don't exist anymore.
How does he know that Eleven is telling the truth. What if she is the real monster?! I wish she would've never came to the party for help, I would at least still have my best friend.
When I finally am back from The Upside Down he pays attention to her! What about me?! He doesn't know what I went through! What I had to see, what I had to feel! He's a jerk and I'm glad she dumped his ass!
I̶ m̶i̶s̶s̶ h̶i̶m̶ t̶h̶o̶u̶g̶h̶
Sincerely,
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