CHAPTER 10

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I started packing my bags tirelessly. However I would be going to the US after 2 weeks. This was the problem with me that.... I had to keep on moving. Resting for a while... I thought of going for shopping. Wouldn't it be better to lighten my mood?

In the next hour, I was in the shopping mall trying dresses on and packing things. While rushing with all these things, I bumped into Aliska, my doctor. "Hey ... Avira!" , she exclaimed looking at me... All surprised. "Hey Aliska.... How r u? It has been a long time since we met!", I also exclaimed. Who can understand the feelings of this over excited girl? " So u r here all alone? Where is Ajay?", she asked. The thought of Ajay made my face fall... And I could clearly say it. "We broke up..", I said uncomfortably."Oh.. I am sorry... I .. I didn't know that..", she apologized. "It's okay...", I lightly said and then asked her, "R u here all alone?". "No... I am here with my fiancé for our wedding shopping...", she said. "Oh... Congrats! I didn't know u r getting married...", I congratulated her forwarding my hands. "Thanks.. I also didn't know I would fall in love ever..", she laughed and my laugh mingled with her. "Aliska... Are u done?", a male known voice emerged out and as Aliska paved way for me to face the person... I was taken aback.. Darshan sir. What was he doing with her? "Oh Darshan ... U r here", she said pulling him closer and then averting her gaze to me she said, " Avira... He is my fiancé Darshan and Darshan .. She is one of my patients and friends Avira ". His face fell Dow as soon as he saw me. But I plastered a smile on, "Cute combination", I said with a bitter heart and sweet tongue. "Umm... I guess... I need to go... I have to complete my Packings...", I said as I tried to rush out from the suffocating air. "Packings?", Darshan sir asked. "Umm... Darshan I will say you later",she whispered into his ears which were quite audible. He looked confused and eyed on me. I smiled and rushed out of there. I never wanted to face him again. For the first time in my life I had gained enough courage to hold someone forever but... Life was unfair with me again. I lost from life again.

//Nearly after 3 days//

The door bell rang again and I went out to open it. He was standing there with a wide grin on his face. I don't know what makes him smile so wide that even Nestor would spit at him. "So all packing done?", he asked. We were meeting after what felt like eternities.... I stopped going to college and even stopped meeting him. After those eternities he was here. "Yup..", I said. "When is your flight?", he cued up. "Tomorrow evening 5.30", I said recalling the flight timings. "I am sorry... I never knew u were suffering from leukemia", he apologized. "No need to apologize... Actually I am glad that u were unaware of the fact... At least I was not prone to ur sympathy",  I laid out. He smiled. "So... R u ever returning?", he asked. "Probably no... I won't be returning... Ever again", I said and went to pull out a pair of sweaters which were to be packed in. Suddenly I felt a grip of hands upon my wrist. It was him. What was he doing? "Sir?", I stayed stunned. "Teachers se bhi galti ho jaati hai... Maaf kardo.. ", he said. "What mistake are u talking about?", I asked thinking if he had the slightest of idea what he was talking about. "U know everything... Then why are u acting like u don't know anything?", he asked. "Bcoz I don't know anything..", I said. "Oh really? Then why did u kiss me back that day? Then why did u keep gawking at me in the classes and moreover why were u crying when u came to know about me and Aliska?", he spat with anger. "That day u kissed me all of a sudden and it was just another accident ... And I never keep gawking at u and... U r getting married... Did u forget it?", I said with all the anger left in me. "Yes.. I am getting married... I AM GETTING MARRIED..", he echoed to himself and staggered backwards. As he reached the door knob, he faced me and with a quick pace moved towards me.. Before I could process anything, his lips had started working on mine. I responded to his each and every touch. His lips were warm, soothing and guilty.. "I will be waiting..", he said as he turned around and moved out of the door and my life... Once and for all.. I will miss him... I will miss each and every part of him... I will miss all of him.. I never wanted all of this to end in such a way... Where he would be guilty of not accepting my love. The guilt of not being able to love someone is the worst guilt... Even if u don't have any mistake... U feel guilty, isn't it? Yeah... It is... We could never be together... However!

//So this is the end of this ff... I hope this entertained u all so far and thanks for supporting this ff till date... Love u all ... And thanks for loving it.. Love love #spreadlove//

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