The Brighter Side (Ziall)

Chapter 17

*Mature warning in the beginning because some people wanted me to continue the shower*

In the shower I found myself getting aroused again. Niall’s back was to me and the hot water was running over the both of us. I shakily rose my hands and thought about where this could lead us. We had already been so active and I doubt anything could stop us now. I rested my hands on Niall’s shoulders and he stretched his neck in response. I began to message his shoulders and he hummed with each rub. 

“Feels good.” Niall moaned out. My d.ick twitched and I stepped a little closer to him. My hands moved down his back and grasping his ass. He gasped, pressing his hands against the wall of the shower. 

“Uh, would you like me to-“ I ran my thumb down his center line and pressed my chest to his back. My d.ick bobbed against his skin. I wanted to touch him so badly. I wanted to feel him inside. The steam in the shower added to my already heated skin. “I promise I’ll go slow. Only what you can handle okay?”

Niall nodded frantically and stood a little wider, separating his legs. “I-I’ve done it before, ya know.” Niall spoke, water sputtering from his lips. “I can handle it.” He looked back at me and smiled sheepishly. 

“God, I love you.” I spoke, attacking his lips with my own. Things got so heated as I slipped my tongue into his wet cavern. I grabbed his face, ignoring his lower regions for the time being. He turned to face me and we kissed passionately in the shower, water rushing over our naked bodies. I grabbed his length, pumping him roughly and shoving him against the shower wall. He moaned into my mouth and I guided his hand to my erection. He skillfully pumped me in his hand like he had done with his own length so many time before. After collecting my thoughts for a few seconds I realized what I had said to Niall before things go heated. 

“Niall, I said I loved you.” I was shocked by my own realization. “Niall, I love you.” I kissed him quickly, stopping my hand from moving on him. He looked up at me with a spark in his eyes. He smiled and kissed me back, working me harder. “Oh god, I moaned, legs feeling weak when I was in Niall’s hand. I came into his hand harder than I had ever before. He smirked at me and returned my short kiss that I had given him seconds ago. 

“And If I didn’t love you, with all of my heart, I wouldn’t be here right now, with you.” He pecked me once more. “I.” Again. “Love.” And Again. “You.” He let me go and turned around again, facing the shower wall. He resumed the same position as before, legs spread and bare for me. I quickly grabbed the conditioner bottle while Niall grabbed himself and continued what I hadn’t finished. I squeezed a healthy amount of conditioner onto my finger and pressed them to Niall. I teased him slightly and he moaned, arousing me yet again. 

“Oh come on. I said I love you.” Niall complained. I chuckled deeply and repeatedly teased him until he could take it no longer. 

That night we went to bed in each other’s arms, naked and warm against each other’s skin. No, we didn’t go all the way. I was saving that for sometime special. In the shower after a small fight about adoption papers was not the right time. No matter how much we both wanted it.  It wasn’t the right time. 

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Those papers sat on my side table for days. I hadn’t touched them. I only stared at them and thought about how much my life would change if I agreed to them and signed them. Everything would change. But for the better? I had no clue.