Useless
Worthless
Omegaless
Thats all Ive ever been called, I mean its true, Im a worthless thought of an Alpha. I wake up useless, I go to sleep useless.
My name is Min Yoongi, Ive never felt that I should have been an Alpha, I thought I would be an Omega. I was very wrong, Im bullied almost everyday because Im an Alpha that wanted to be fucked Instead. Every day its the same Alpha. Kim Namjoon. He was and always will be the top dog, he apparently lost his virginity first, has the best grades, a jock. Every single thing that would make you popular, he does.
His most prised achievement was probably the fact he can dominate, or at least make an Alpha submit. Which is me, everyday at 10:37 a.m every. Morning. Which will happen in 3.2.1-
"What do we have here?" The only Alpha that wants to take it up the ass? I slowly turn around, somehow already feeling tears sproat in my eyes.
"P-please do-nt hurt m-me Namjo-" I get cut off with a slap to the face, I fall onto the ground, feeling blood fall down my face. I allow the tears to fall as Namjoon grabs my collar and starts punching and kicking my face and sides. "You dont deserve to say my name, you dont deserve to be an Alpha, you dont deserve to be on this planet!" Namjoon yells in my face and pushes me really hard on the ground, the back of my head hits the wooden ground harshly.
"How long does it take for you to realise we dont want you here!" Namjoon yells at me again, already having a huge crowd around me, I see Namjoon smirk as he kicks me again. The bad part is, Namjoon was my first crush, when he found out about it, that when all this started. Everyday for 5 years, It started when we were both 12 years old, Im 17 teen now. But one of the benefits of being 17 Im only 3 weeks away from finding out who my mate is!
Namjoon is a month older than me, so hes already found his mate, but no ones who it is, I feel bad for whoever it is though. Im not even paying attention until I raise my chin and jaw up, showing Namjoon my neck, baring my most vulnerable body part towards the only alpha or omega to actually have access to. Namjoon scoffs when he no longer gets any words, or I stop shielding my stomach because I can no longer feel any pain. He fist bumps his buddys and walks away, not before winking towards one of the girls. I take a deep breath and try to stand up, before being met with a shove on my back, I gasp and feel the hard floor come in contact with my knees and hands.
I feel and hand on my back and flinch, Its not a rough hand, Its a hand that shows reassurance. "Are you ok? Do you need help?" I dont even answer his question when Im being lifted up off the floor. I turn around a see a really tall, muscular, Alpha, smiling down at me. "Hi Im Taehyung, this is my mate Jungkook. We saw what happened, are you sure your ok, hes a really strong Alpha, and he was using all his strength." Taehyung starts dusting off my shirt, but Jungkook just stands there with a smile on my face.
I smile back but quickly put my head back down, gather my school supplies and walk briskly down the hall, ignoring the look of worry on Taehyung and Jungkooks face.
Flashback~
Im being held down, Namjoon stands over me with his arms crossed smoking a cigarette. His bubbys start unzipping their pants. The last thing I remember before the most unbearable pain...Is Namjoon smirking at me after he tells them to start. He told them to rape me, over and over, my virginaty was forcefully taken from me.
End of flashback~
I feel tears gathering as I remember that day, I still liked Namjoon after that incident to
I take a seat in my respectable class and wipe my teary eyes on my sleeve. No one is here because I generally come to class pretty early. "Look who is it, Its the slut of an alpha." I take a deep breath and see Namjoon looking at me from our 1 ½ foot height difference, I put my head down and try to walk away but he grabs my throat and starts squeezing, I grab his arm and try to take it away, but his grip is already really tight.
I feel my breath being slowly taken from me, my eyes close as I try breathing in any type of savory air. His hand disappears, I fall onto the ground and start gasping for air, I hold my throat in my hands and start silently crying, I grab my bag and just decide to go home.
I walk out of the room, seeing Namjoon now making out with a girl. I just want one day, one day I can freely tell Namjoon I love him, tell him what I really feel. But I know the next day I would just be another conquest, everything he said to me would be fake, but a guy can dream
I continue walking until I make it to my house, my father car is gone, so Im safe for right now, my mother can be pretty bad, but not as bad as my father. They thought they would get a strong alpha, but they were really wrong when they got an Alpha that wants an Alpha, not an omega.
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My Alpha's Story~[Namgi]
Fanfiction2 alpha's 2 different lives 2 different personalities What's the worst that can go wrong? •namgi •smut •Boyxboy •violence •rape