My Alpha's Story~[Namgi]

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Yoongi POV-

Well that was interesting, I've never been so scared... not even when my father was drunk, it was all a blur fists flying towards my naturally toned stomach. His nonchalant face as I already have tears flowing down my face, I'm begging screaming for anything, anyone. My mom was no help, she thought my father had his reasons. She's better now I guess, she at least try's to reason with my father, but he never listens.

He's a stubborn alpha that doesn't appreciate the stuff he has, or the life he wanted. Really the only thing that's been meaningful right now has been the strong, warm hug and reassuring talks me and Namjoon have had, I honestly think a switch flipped in his head or something, I mean he spent years beating me up, calling me names, and other shit. I just feels good that someone cares for once.

One more thing, my birthday is in 2 days I'm excited, lately I've had a strong connection with Namjoon but I just peg it on the fact that we're becoming really good friends again. I mean I know for a fact he's gonna have a beautiful omega, have beautiful children, I'm gonna be left alone, no family and die a virgin!

I mean I'll spend every month alone, withering in my known self pity and doubt, jaking myself to the thought of someone loving me. Or I don't know, finding the biggest dildo I can find and fucking myself against it, but I mean still have no idea-wish it was a certain alpha, that won't be named-.

Along with doing a lot of research, lately Namjoon's scent has skyrocketed, I have no idea why. His scent used to be a nice, fresh pine forest, hints of a fresh river, filled with fresh crisp water. But lately it's been that same smell but times 100! I've done my research, but it says the first signs of mates, but that entirely impossible, I know for a fact Namjoon has a beautiful omega mate, male-female I don't know, but omega at that, even though he said he has a alpha as a mate, I don't believe him. But the submissive part of me what's to have my ass rammed into already, what's his hot cum filling me up.

But I also know it's impossible, and anyways he needs to reject his poor mate, that's going to be heartbreaking, to have someone get so riled up, exited to finally meet their other half, to be rejected forever, never to be loved again-by a mate at least-that's what scares me the most. Is my mate gonna reject me? Once when they see I'm a sub-alpha am I gonna be rejected?

The thought invaded my mind and leaves me blank in the middle of class, the test just keeps getting harder and harder for me, the thought of my mate that I've waited years to see, years to feel, years to understand will probably be very disappointed to see an alpha that wants something up his ass.

Time skip~

"Are you telling me you don't like Coffee!" I almost screamed, Namjoon and me are at a small hole in the wall coffee shop, the setting is not so good but the espresso and coffee are to die for, but all Namjoon got was a banana smoothie. Really?!

"What?" He laughs, "I've just never liked the taste of coffee!" He throws his hands in the air adding to the drama of this whole scene. "The bitter taste is what makes Coffee, coffee!!" I laugh, almost choking on my hot coffee in the process. "Watch out, we don't want you choking to death!" He laughs again, his laugh is definitely different, it's deep but also soft...weird, along with the sweet smell he's letting off, turning the heads of the female Omegas and Alphas.

"What do you like in an alpha?" The question stops my laughter and causes me to freeze for a second... "what" I whisper out, the question replaying in my brain. "What do you like in alphas, are hoping to get as a mate?" "Well...someone who's strong, and intelligent, independent, gay *laugh*, ok with having a sub-alpha as a mate, someone who can calm me down without having to lift a finger, someone who's tall and muscular, just the whole package..." I trail off, not paying attention to how I'm describing my crush to my crush...shit