My Alpha's Story~[Namgi]

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Namjoon POV-

I have 6 days until Yoongi's first rut and he gets to finally figure I'm his mate. I'm honestly starting to get a little nervous, I mean why wouldn't I be, I'm about to reject my fucking mate, I have a right to be nervous. I wasn't prepared to beat up my mate today, I saw him through out the day and he looked so fucking scared, I still can't believe I made my own mate scared just to wake into school.

Sometimes I just want to hug him for dear life, I want to kiss him, love him freely. I would, I truly would, my father has always been a very cruel man, he regularly beats my mother, he beat me for a long time to. What's worse is my mother lost her second child/my baby brother because my father kicked her in the stomach and killed him! My father found out about my 'mate situation' and said I reject them, or he kills them.

I can't have Yoongi killed, I just can't.

"Joonie!" I sigh and make my way down stairs as soon as I make it home. "What's wrong mom?" I've always had a soft spot for my mother, after all she is just a shy, timid, scared omega that had to grieve the death of her child all alone. My father would never help her, only using her for a quick fuck and leaving her dirty, worn out, and abandoned again. "Would you be able to get me some water." I trail down her legs to see dark blue bruises littering her legs and her stomach. I smile and nod my head, grabbing a full glass of water and some pain pills.

"Here you go mom, what are you watching?" I sit next to her and share her popcorn she sadly had to get herself since I was at school. "I don't know, it just turned on when Alpha left, and I can't reach the controller." I laugh slightly having her joining in. "I love you mom!" I hug her tightly and kiss her forehead. "I love you Joonie, at least I have one alpha that's cares. And some I hope 2, what's going with that alpha of yours." She raises her brows at me and pushes my shoulder back.

"Mom, we've already went over, I can't have Father killing him, I just can't. I can't bare to live with myself if I have to mourn my died Alpha." I sadly look down and fiddle with my fingers. "Your gonna Reject him weren't you? You know your father just said mating the alpha, not because friends with your alpha." "Yes but mom, being friends with your mate, your just destined to become something more." I say sadly, she kisses my forehead and slowly starts walking away, after I hear a small hiss of pain.

My mom got me thinking, my father only said shit about actually mating with him, he never said anything about me just being friends, or unmated boyfriend. Ok. Ok, tomorrow I'm going to apologize, I want to make amends with my mate. Let's just hope he accepts it.

-Tomorrow-

I breath in a sharp breath as I see Yoongi in 'our' usual stop, he just waits there for his beating. 'God what have I done!'. "Y-Yoongi" I slowly walk up behind him, he flinches when touch his shoulder. I take a deep breath and pull him into a tight, loving hug. He silently starts crying against my chest, and holding onto the fabric tightly. "I'm so sorry, Yoongi. Please forgive me, I'm so fucking sorry." I beg over and over into his ear, he whimpers against my chest and nods his head. His hands go around my waist and he holds on tightly.

I'm actually a little glad this is happening right now, all the kids are giving me weird looks, I don't care, I want my best friend back, and I want my mate. "Joonie?" I coo at the name and I look down, being met with a tear streaked alpha. I just noticed our height difference...I'm like a whole head taller then him...

"Yes Yoongi?" I say quietly, almost as a whisper. "This isn't a dream right?" He whispers against my chest, as his cute little eyes well up with tears. "No Yoongi, you don't have to worry ever again, your safe with me." I explain whole heartedly. "Do you want me to explain everything?" He nods against my chest, I grab his silky smooth hand and lace our fingers together.

-small time skip-

"So your saying, your father found out about you having a male mate, and your father said to Reject them or he kills them?" I nod, leaving out the fact that he is the beautiful mate I was explaining to him. "And your mate isn't even old enough to know what mates are, and you have to reject them on there birthday when he has his heat?" I nod again. "This doesn't really explain why you practically tortured me for year." He looks back up at me from fiddling with his finger. "It's pretty self explanatory, your a sub-alpha my dad hates those." He nods again.

"Why did your father say that stuff to you?" He asks quietly, seeing as we skipped school and are at a small little coffee shoppe, and these type of conversation are hard to here form someone you don't know. "My father is a true blood alpha, he got a beautiful, independent omega as a mate. He grow up with his parents, hating omegas, so he does. He only sees them for kids, not for love, not for companionship. My mother is a very shy, timid omega, it doesn't help that she has a very abusive mate.

"Along with not being strong, she's an omega, he's a True blood, he is very strong, and terrible. And when I turned 18 I found my mate, a male, and he beat me for 2 months straight, everyday. My mother is the kindest person you will ever meet, she takes the good things and keeps them close to her heart. When she found out about my mate, she never stops teasing me about it, you would like her." I finish my little story and wipe away a single tear from my eye.

"I'm sorry Namjoon." I shrug my shoulders and finish my coffee. "Wanna meet her?" His face lights up instantly and nods his head really fast. "Let's go!" I grab his hand gently pull him out.

-time skip-

"Mom! I'm home!" I shout quietly, she's always been prone to migraines. "Oh honey, your home ear-oh hello! Welcome I'm sorry for the mess." I smile slightly but it fades when she starts cleaning up fathers mess. "Oh Ms. Kim it's fine, my house is always messy." She nods her head and has a slight limp, I can't tell Yoongi saw it to by the look on his face. "So honey would you like something to drink." Yoongi shakes his head with a small 'thank you' and picks up my fathers coat on the floor and hands it.

"So Namjoon what made you come home early?" I pat the coach next to her, having Yoongi sit next to me and mom on the coach. "Actually Yoongi wanted to meet you." I point towards Yoongi who gives a small wave in return. She laughs and waves back, showing the smirk I miss seeing. "Why did you want to see me honey?" She looks at Yoongi with confusion. "I just wanted to say you are very brave and very strong." Yoongi looks at my mother with happiness, my mother just looks curious.

"Thank you honey, I appreciate that." When she finishes that sentence we all hear a car door close, my mothers face flashes with fear as she gets up and walks towards the door to great this ungrateful piece of shit. The door opens to see a big, angry looking alpha. He throws a his coat at my mother and takes his shoes off, putting them anywhere on the floor. "Where the fuck is my whiskey." He growls angrily, my mother shoots over to the bar and makes my dad his regular drink.

"Who the fuck are you?" He growls towards Yoongi, he flinched and starts moving behind me. "Why the fuck do you smell like an alpha, you look like one of those slut omegas." He growls not before reaching for the whiskey from my mothers hand. "He's an alpha sir." I answer, he scoffs and pushes me aside to sit on the coach. "Get the fuck out, I don't want such a week alpha in my house." Yoongi nods and leaves, not before giving me and my mom and smile and shutting the door.