Somebody that I used to know (Niall Horan Fan Fiction) **TEMPORARY HIATUS**

Chapter 3

A/N This chapter includes self-harming! Please don't think that I think it's good, but it makes the story more interesting. I just wanted to tell you, before you read it. :) x + I do not recommend self-harming!!!!

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* Nialls P.o.V.*

I walk upstairs, not bothering myself to look back at the lads and Elia. I have the feeling that they hate me, because I stay away from her. It's not easy for me, but I need to. I can't tell her how I really feel, I can't tell her, that I love her.I know that she doesn't love me back, it's just to obvious.

Everytime I'm near her, my heart breaks a little bit more. I act like I don't care about anything when she's there, but I do it for a reason. It's not like I don't care about her, because I really do, but I try to forget my feelings. I try to forget, how much I love her, I try to get over her.

That's the reason why I act like a man-whore lately. That's why I hook up with all the girls, that's why I drink all the alcohol.

I throw myself on my bed and I start to cry, but the pain won't go away.

I stand up and walk into my bathroom, searching for the nail scissors. Finally I found them. I sit down on the ground, with my back leaning against the bathtub and tears streaming down my face.

I started to cut my arm, slowly breathing and enjoying the pain. It feels so good, I feel so free and the pain goes away. I feel my warm blood streaming down my hand and I feel released.

I slowly get up and stumble to the sink, washing the blood away.

I go into my room and frown, Liams sitting there and staring at my face and then at my arm.

"What the...", Liam begins, but cut him off.

"What do you want in my room Liam?", I ask him, searching for the first aid bag.

I find it and take a bandage out, wrapping it around my arm.

"Niall, did you cut yourself?", Liam asks, still in shock.

"Yeah, obviously.", I sigh.

I really don't want to talk about it.

"Why Niall?", Liam wants to know.

"Because I'm in love with Elia, but I know she doesnt love me back. That's the reason why I act like a jerk and that's why I stay away from her. It breaks my heart, Liam.", I cry.

"But Niall, it breaks her heart if you stay away from her. She needs you as much as you need her. She was really sad when you rejected her at the airport, she cried for hours. She doesn't deserve that. You should talk to her, to clear everything up.", Liam states.

"It's not that easy Liam.", I spit out.

"I just want to help you Niall, because hurting yourself is not going to help.", Liam says softly.

"But it makes the pain go away."

" I will leave you alone now, but please think about it.", Liam says with a small smile.

"Yep, bye."

*Elia's P.oV.*

"Erm Liam, are you ok?", I ask.

"What? Oh yes, sure. I think I'll go to sleep now. Are you going to stay here over night?"

"If that's no problem then yes. I don't really want to drive, I drank a few beers, yano."

"Yep, sure. You can sleep in our guest room.."

"Liam, I don't have a pyjama."

"Here you go.", he says, handing me one of his pj's.

"Thank you. Sleep well, Liam!"

"Good night."

I walk in the guest room, throwing myself on the bed. That was an eventful night.

Why was Liam so confused after he talked with Niall?

What's going on?

My head is filled with questions, I'm curious.

Are they hiding something?

I slowly get up, walking to Louis' room. I knock on the door, waiting for an answer.

"Yes?"

"Lou, can I come in?", I ask.

"Yep, come in."

I open the door and slide in the room.

"Hi boo!"

"Hi Elli, what's up?"

"Well...Liam went to talk with Niall and umm when he came back he looked so confused and I had the feeling that he's hinding something from me.", I explain him my situation.

"Oh hun, I bet it's nothing special. Boys also have their secrets!", Louis chuckles

"Guess, you're right then.", I smile.

"The Tommo is always right!", he hugs me.

"Thank you Louis!", I yawn.

"Awww, somebody's tired."

I respone with a next yawn and then I drift into sleep, still in Louis' arms.

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I hope you like this chapter too! I know it's kind of depressing, but personally I think it makes the story more interesting!

Samira xxxx