A/N
I cried while writing this chapter, it's very emotinal. Please listen the song on the side, while reading Nialls P.o.V. and listen to Coldplay - Fix You while reading Elias P.o.V.!
Thank you guys.
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*Nialls P.o.V.*
„Why Niall?“
Her voice is full of sadness, her eyes staring at me, trying to read my thoughts.
But she obviously can’t.
No one will ever understand my feelings, the pain I feel.
My heart is broken and only she can fix it.
“I-I don’t want to talk about that.” I stutter.
Brilliant Niall, you sound like a baby.
I hate myself.
I definitely do.
Thousands of girls love me, I know.
But I just can’t love myself.
“Niall, you need to talk with me about that.”
“Why?”
“Because I am your best friend.”
You are not anymore.
I can’t be best friends with the girl I’m deeply in love with.
It’s not going to work out.
I need to make her hate me or it will kill me inside.
I cannot be around her all the time.
It sounds heartless, I know, but I need to get rid of her.
“You are not, Elia. Not anymore.”
Her mouth falls open and she stares at me with big eyes.
Tears build up in her eyes and they slowly start to fall down her cheeks.
Good one Niall, you made her cry.
I want to scream, I want to cry and I want to cut.
“What are you talking about?” ,she sobs.
“I do not want to be friend with you anymore.”
‘I know it sounds rude, but please accept my decision.’, I add in my head.
“O-Okay. I guess I will leave now. I hope you will be happy, no that you finally got what you wanted.”, she spats out, looking at me disgusted.
She hates me.
“Bye Elia.”, I mutter.
I watch her walking out of my door without looking back.
My life is a mess.
Finally I can cry out all my emotions.
I put my iPod on shuffle and start singing along to the song.
If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.
Our friendship is over. I’m heartbroken; my life is at the worst point.
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