Differences.

Chapter six

Chapter six.

Continuing from the last chapter.

" kale. He has a power. Not many people know about it because if he wanted he could use it against you. He's able to get a sense of someone life. If they're unhappy, happy, depressed. He also get flashes of the past. When he met you he did. He knew you were having trouble." I said in aloof. She just stared at me with pain filled eyes.

" my parents dies. Rogues killed them. Leaving my brother to care for me and the pack. I was so angry at first. I ignored everyone. after a few years though I started talking but I was more like I changed into goth. I started talking to people but ignored Sean. He tried. He really did but I always got distant. I just don't know. That worked for me. Then you showed up. You changed everything and left me uncertain about things. Like I feel I can't even be mad about the death because you've been through much worse." She says. I looked at her like she was crazy but kept aloof.

" just because someone has been through worse than you doesn't mean to stop caring that you're parents died. This is my tragedy. That is yours. When my mom died everyone kept saying ' I'm sorry for you're loss' and ' I'm sorry' and kept giving me pity looks. I didn't want that because none of it was real. You probably went through the same but you're dad also. Truth is though I had a mission so I didn't have time to grieve for real. I know how losing a parent can hurt. It's something that traumatizes you. You feel different. But I understand that. Sean, he understands that. Give him a chance. He didn't get to grieve. He couldn't because he was left the pack and he had to act the strong one. I'm not sayin let it go of you're problems. I am saying hold on but just be proud that Sean's still trying and to work out the problems you both have. He's tryin to speak with you. Give him a chance. Maybe he feels the same way you just don't know it." I said. She thought about it and smiled.

" I know I hated that to. I'll give my brother a chance. You made me see the side I never thought I'd be on. You got me to see treason. I like you and even though you went through all of that you're still a good person. I just...it's hard,it's so easy to close up, it's hard to tell someone how you feel after so long of just putting on an act." She said nervously. I smiled but it didn't reach my eyes. She started ringing her wrists and I noticed she does that when she's nervous.

" I've spent my life growing up acting like someone I'm not. I spent my whole life keeping my emotions in. It was very hard to tell you all how I felt. My life's story. Just out in the air for you all to judge. It is very hard and I know that. But if you don't have a talk with you're brother you're just going to get worse. Everything will get worse and by the time you meat you're mate you'll be like me. Stiff out of place and just miserable even around him." I say to her. Letting my guard down and talking to her from experience. I didn't know when I started to want to help this sort of things. She nodded after a moment.

" was it hard?" She asked suddenly. I looked at her noting for her to continue.

" was it hard. To keep closed at first. Act happy. To keep you're real feelings in and not be you. To anyone." She said. I thought about it. I really thought about It and answered her truthfully.

" I hate my life. I hate everything about it. But if I had the chance to trade with someone I wouldn't. Our goddess put this weight on me because she knew I was going to be able to handle it. I had to. I regret a bunch of things I've done. I've killed before and that's something I wish i could take back. Keep my innocence. I kept my emotions in because I had to. Keep everything sane I stayed in control. But you? You're innocent. You're gorgeous, skinny and you have a chance at a happy life. It might be hard to one out of you're shell you built for protection but if you want a life a real life than you'll try." I told her. She looked at me And then looked down.