Beautiful In And Out [Completed]

VI. True feelings

It's been painfulky hard to wait in front of the hospital room where Mark was. They wouldn't let him see the boy untill they do some tests but doctor saying it may be nothing serious. But how those words were suppose to soothe them down when he couldn't see the boy. He came as soon as he was called, but to no avail cause they wouldn't fucking let him see Mark.

He was more worried than he was angry, though the lack of knowlage stopped him from accusing anyone and jumping from conclusions. But as of right now, as of right all the time he was hating on Jackson Wang a lot. It probably had something to do with him, since doctors says one boy checked him on amd left as soon as he did that. But also he called Jinyoung in panicked voice.

So maybe it was an accident. But all he could think of it wanting to see Mark, to see if he is okay and safe. To hug him and cuddle with him which he wasn't able due to Mark's relationship. He was aware of his feelings that he has been pushing back, ever since he met Mark. To some it may seem really funny, but Jinyoung liked Mark from the first gaze they shared.

He feel in love with his eyes, shy smile and messy hair. He didn't mind chubbiness, boy looked healthy that way. He did not mind braces nor he minded the glasses that made latter's eyes bigger. He loved that it made him see Mark's eyes more clearly. And after that, well he fell in love with his character, in the way Mark speaks and the way he laughs in high pinched voice. All that he missed after Mark got with Jackson.

Somehow his anger was more jealousy driven than it was rational but he too had right. He knew some people do not change and it sucks cause he couldn't prove it to Mark. Though, he assumed they may have fought since Jackson wasn't here, thus maybe they broke uo which he was happy about. After their so call mistake, Jinyoung was even more sure he could win over Mark, but seemingly Mark did not see him same way.

"Is Mark okay? Oh my god Jinyoung." Mark's mother said as she rushed with Tammy in her arms to Jinyoung who tried to calm her down. He got up and let the woman sit down and Tammy was clueless of whar's happening.

"He is, they are running some tests to see if there is any internal bleeding but other than that they say he is fine. They'll call us in any time soon." He explained softly amd woman calmed down looking at Tammy and kissing her forehead.

"Where's Jackson? Wasn't he with him?" Dorine asked and Jinyoung bit into his lip nodding his head and saying, "Yes he was, he was in shock too so he went to take fresh air."

"Oh okay..." She said and obviously Jinyoung lied. Why? Knowing how much Mark loves Jackson, he might want to get back with him and Jackson doesn't need two people hating on him. Jinyoung was enough. Building bad image of person Mark loves will pnly make him feel guilty.

"Here for Mr. Tuan?" Doctor said as he exited the room, white coat reaching to his knees as he was an older doctor with kind face and smile. Everyone lifted on their feet.

"We are here. How's my son? Is he okay?" His mother asked worriedly and Jinyoung embraced the small being that was confused as if where was Mark.

"He is fine. Surprisingly nothings broken, nor there are internal bleedings. He is just swollen on some places and is resting now. You can see him just don't be loud, he got quite a hit on the head." Doctor joked and that made the rest of the relax as they immediately entered the small room. Walls painted in white, two more beds besides the one where Mark laid.

Actually sat, his legs hung from the edge of the bed as he was looking absently at one spot. Jinyoung knew that face and did not need to ask twice to know Mark was troubled. He watched the boy not even noticimg them and swaying with his legs slowly. He could see the tear stuck in Mark's lower lid lashes but it did not move from there until Mark blinked.