𝕄ℝ. 𝕊𝔼𝕆 ◑ 𝕁𝕆ℍℕ𝕋𝔼ℕ ◐

◑ 7 ◐

Ten POV

By Monday morning I was already in a bad mood. Not wanting to go back to school and see him. I know we worked out our problem but can't help but feel guilty for what happened who knows how he's actually feeling. 

"Oh god, what if he is mad and just didn't want me to feel bad" I groaned aloud.

I need to tell someone. I can't keep holding in my feelings and what's going on. Someone needs to know and that someone is the one and only Kim Doyoung.

I finished getting dressed and rushed my way to sichengs house to pick up him and his brothers. During the drive I blanked out thinking about what I would say to Doyoung hell how would I even start that converstaion.

I was dragged put of my thoughts ,by Sicheng.

"Hey Ten are you alright?" He tilted his head.

"Huh?" Was all I was able to say.

"The whole drive here you were silent hell you didnt even take your eyes off the road but you didnt look like you were actually looking at the road" He said in a concerned tone.

With that I realized we were at school already. Chenle and Renjun already out of the car on their way into the building. 'When the hell did we get here' 

"Ten? you see you're doing it again are you sure you're okay," He said 

"Yes Sicheng im fine just super tired my head is spinning maybe im catvhing a cold" I lied. 

'Why would I lie?? If anyone should know about what's going on it should be Sicheng and yet something inside me is tellingme otherwise'

"If you say so...if it gets worse please go to the nurse and go home i'm worried Chittaphon" Sicheng said before grabbing his bag and making his way outside the car and to his class.

After sitting in my car for a few moments I also made my way toward school once, in the building I went straight for the only person who would understand what i'm going through.

"Yah! KIM DONGYOUNG!" I yelled at him.

"What do you want Chittaphon" He replied nonchalantly

"Its Ten" I sighed. "Anyway Mr. Seo messaged me Saturday and shit went down," I said quieter not wanting others to hear.

"Wait what? What happened"  Doyoung squelead now interested in my issues.

"So he texted me and called me baby at first I didn't answer but he keep going so finally i gave in. After some flirting by him I told him its wrong which then brought up Taeyong and his relationship with Mr. Jung I told him that isn't our business and he told me he wouldn't hurt me like that but I didn't believe him and told him he probably only sees me as a rebound" I ranted.

"Wait a damn minute Ten you're going so fast let me catch up" Doyoung stopped me. After a moment of silence, he replied "So you told him he sees you as a rebound after he pretty much confessed that he likes you?"

"Yes.." I awkwardly smiled.

"Dumb-ass" Doyoung mumbled.

"anyways he got upset and told me to NEVER EVER talk about her again then the next day I messaged him asking if he was upset with me and after he finally replied he said he wasn't mad but we shouldn't talk anymore but he was the one who was flirting I did nothing that showed we were "talking" so I don't know anymore" I exhaled after finishing my rant.

"Ten maybe he likes you but got upset because he told him that he sees you as a rebound do you know how much that hurts someone when you truly don't trust that they feel things for you," Doyoung said.

"Oh my god, I really hurt him didn't I?" I smacked myself.

What am I going to do? Yes, I think Mr. Seo is a handsome man who I would totally date if he wasn't my teacher. But I can't do that to myself. Not after I saw what Mr. Jung did to Taeyong I see how it broke down the young boy and how much it changed him and who he trusts and loves. I can't do that to myself even if Mr. Seo and Mr. Jung are different I can't help but feel that it will go down the same. 

I'm sorry, Johnny Seo but we shouldn't be together.