𝕄ℝ. 𝕊𝔼𝕆 ◑ 𝕁𝕆ℍℕ𝕋𝔼ℕ ◐

◑ 8 ◐

Ten POV

It was already Wednesday and the week went by fast I didn't do anything during English I just did my work and wrote down notes not even looking at the said teacher. I even took my English test without even muttering a thank you to the man passing out the test. Im surviving but at what cost?

My day went on as normal as it could. The first three periods flew by without a hitch and that's where we are now. 

Taeyong and I left music and are on our way to pick up Doyoung from his class to make our way to lunch. But of course, since I'm the main character and my life sucks he had to be in English with Mr. Seo. I wasn't too nervous at first because I mean it's not like I'm going into the room I'm just standing outside and waiting plus I'll be with Taeyong so I won't be alone. But the closer to the class we got the more nervous I became and that's because standing outside the classroom door with Doyoung was Mr. Seo he was leaning in the doorway with his arms crossed while looking down at his feet. 

once we made it close to the door Doyoung walked right up to us and of course, he and Taeyong started arguing over something stupid the two walked slightly ahead of me so they didn't notice when the English teacher grabbed me.

"Chittaphon" Mr. Seo smiled "How are you?"

"I'm fine.." I mumbled looking at my feet.

"We need to talk stay for lunch," he said looking at me, I could feel the holes he was burning in the top of my head.

I sighed before finally looking him in the eyes "Mr. Seo we talked about this"

"...Ten...about your grades.." He responded.

"Oh" My face went red 'I'm so fucking stupid oh my god TEN WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF!!!! I'M SOOOOO EMBARRASSED'

"Go get your lunch and meet me here" Mr. Seo laughed and walked toward the teachers lounge to presumedly get his lunch.

"I hate myself," I sighed and turned to see Taeyong with his phone out recording and Doyoung squatting on the floor obviously laughing at me.

"You guys are literally the worst how did you not notice him drag me away" I silently shouted.

"We noticed but it was too funny to step in" Taeyong giggled putting away his phone.

"Let's just go to lunch," Doyoung said as he calmed down and wiped his tears.

We made our way to the cafeteria where I got my lunch but instead of sitting with my lovely annoying friends, who happily waved me off,  I walked out and toward the English wing of the school. Once I made it to the dreaded room of Mr. Seo I just stood outside the door for a couple of minutes. 

'Do I really have to go in' I questioned myself 'How much trouble will I get in if I just don't go?"

After contemplating what to do I finally gave in and opened to door. Walking in I sat at the front of the room. I would have preferred to sit in the back and quietly eat my food but I was in here for a reason so I just sat up front knowing I would have to go up there anyways.

Mr. Seo was sitting at his desk just watching me. After a moment he spoke. "Do you want to see your test grade?"

The look on his face was super serious. So much so that it suddenly made me super nervous 'How bad did I do' I thought.

"Ten..is what I said to you over the weekend bothering you?" Mr. Seo started.

"What no of course not why?" I said obviously lying.

"Well, it seems like you haven't been able to focus at all I've seen you walking in the halls and you looked spaced out even in class you space out and quietly work. Plus you did really bad on your test you have always been pretty good at English so im very shocked that you did so bad" Mr. Seo answered. 

He placed my test down on my desk I looked down at the paper and read '46%' damn he is right I've always been good at English how did I manage to do so bad.

"I want you to come after school for the rest of the week to do corrections on the test to at least get you to a 75%," Mr. Seo said.

'Oh NO I would rather DIE'

"Yes sir," I said without a fight. 

'Literally, what am I doing' 

"Now eat your lunch Ten you need to be energized for the rest of the day" He smiled gently.

His SMILE was so cute. My heart was pounding, my face was surely bright red.

"Mr. Seo what if we try..." I said. 'WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST SAY.'

"I'm sorry what," He asked

"Nothing sir" I looked away.

"Alright then" He mumbled and continued to eat his lunch but I didn't miss the small grin on his face.

I am such a dumb-ass.