Fallen Deep~N.H

Please make it stop.It hurts...

~Livia's P.O.V~

Livia: It's fine, Niall. Thanks for telling at the start.

Niall: I'm sorry princess.You... *Cut off*

Livia: Stop, It's not princess anymore. It's Livia from now on.

Niall: Prin...uh... Livia. Do you understand what i'm trying to say? Look at me.

Livia: *turn toward Niall* I understand...too well actually. That you fell out of love with me. You don't have to be sorry... It should me who has to be saying sorry because I can't keep hold of you and made you fall out of love with me... Wait... Are you breaking up me because fell out of love or because me being....*cut off*

Niall: Livia, No not at all. It is truly because I fell out of love with you. *Liv closes her eye*. I just can't just ruin your and my life by pretending to be in love with you, When i'm not... Please stop thinking in other way around. Can we be friends like we used to be?

Livia:Let's see. I can't be sure Niall.I told you that If we be in a relationship and break up, It will ruin our friendship. But I need time alone to get over. Do me a big flavour?

Niall: Anything, Livia.

Livia: Just go home, leave me alone... please...

Niall: WHAT? No. I can't leave you alone in this park, that too night, No way Livia!I will drop you at your Place...* cut off*

Livia: Please Niall! Leave me alone. I will walk or call Stella to go home, Please. It is just hard to be in... Just leave me alone.

Niall: Livia...

Livia: PLEASE NIALL! Sorry. I don't want to see you now.

Niall: Ok, Call me or leave a message when you reach home, Just in case you know, you don't want to talk to me...*Livia looks away*. Okay... see you later?

He walked away towards his car and drove away after waiting in his car for 10 minutes.

That was it. I fell on my knees. I screamed, and my cry echoed the empty park. No one was there to see me cry. No one was there to hear my painful scream. No one was there to comfort me. No one! Just me in pain not physically but mentally.

All the memories crash at same time which only made things harder. Me and Niall meeting for first time, the first Kiss but ended with a painful break up.

I cried until I had no tears left to shed, I screamed until my throat was dry without voice, just air coming through it.I was on my knees, for a really along time for what I felt like ages. I was a mess and too weak to stand.

I pull out my phone, saw the wallpaper. It was a photo of me, Niall and Louis laughing, a paparazzo took when we three were hanging out. Louis's arms around my shoulder and me looking at Niall, who is looking down. It hurts to see this picture and how happy me and Niall was.

    I change the wallpaper into Picture of Me and Stella having Ice cream in Winter. This picture was taken by Harry and posed it on his Instagram. As we all know, He is idiot because of that Me, Stella and Harry were Killed by Louis (Livia's brother) and Liam (Stella's brother). I lightly gigged at memory.

 I called Stella, and I know she will be asleep.

After 5 rings. She picks.

Stella: Hi! What happened? Why are you calling me at this hour? You didn't sleep...* cut off*

Livia: * Whispering as my throat hurts* Shut up, I need ride back home.

Stella: Why are you whispering? What are you doing outside?What is the time?uh...2 o'clock. Where is Niall? What is...

Livia: Wait! Pick me at the park.

Stella: I can call Niall or Louis up right? I'm so sleepy and you know how grouchy I get...

Livia: Stella! No. Don't call anyone! Just you and me...*Whisper* Please...

Stella: What is going on?

Livia: I'll explain everything later.

Stella: Ok, I'll be there in 20 mins. Let me check if Liam is awake and sneak out...Okay?

Livia: Yeah fine... Thanks...

~ Ends Call~

 After the call ended, My knees felt weak and my body felt heavy. I sat on the ground exhausted and drained..

  Please make it stop....It hurts.......