Chapter 10 - What Are Feelings?

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DIPPER
The past week, Bill brings me places around the forest. Some of the places are cool and the others, are beautiful. Mabel and Pacifica grew closer to one another.

There's one thing I don't understand. I feel like I've been to those places before. I get this feeling that I know the places Bill brings me. I don't get the feeling of love. Bill tells me he loves me but how? My heart beats when he does. I get the feeling that I used to hearing those words. But the words still make my heart beat.

One day, I decided to ask Mabel. But I need to be alone with her. I don't know how to do that... I get the feeling that Pacifica, Mabel and Bill knows something that I don't.

"Mabel?" I ask. She was in her room, listening to music. Bill went out to get Mabel something. Pacifica is sleeping next to Mabel. She was reading a comic while eating potatoes chips. She's laying on her stomach. She turns her head to me.

"What is it?" She wonders. I sighed a little.

"I... I want to know something." I tell her. She's sits up, a little worried.

"And that is?"

"What are feelings of love?"

"Why do you suddenly want to know?" We stare at one another.

"What's the reason Dipper?" She wonders. I hesitated a little.

"Because I want to know if I love Bill as a friend or more?" I blurted out.

"Dipper, your asking the wrong per-"

"I get the feeling that you guys know something that I don't!" I shout. Mabel stays quiet for a bit.

"I don't know if I'm allow to say it." She says suddenly.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Anyways! You wanted to know feelings?" I blush a little. I can't believe I have to ask my sister, that's is less smarter than me, about love.

"I... I just wanna know how you felt when you date a guy or girl." Mabel sighs. It sounded a little happy and sad.

"When I was dating, sometimes it was mixed feelings. Asking yourself if the person you love truly loves you for who you are. Sometimes you get jealous, other times you get mad and get into fights." Mabel smiles sadly. There was a desk in the room.

I pull out the chair and listen the Mabel about feeling she felt through out dating. Honestly, I felt that I felt those feelings before as well.

Mabel and Dipper: But really, what are really feelings? What are they like when we are truly in love?

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