Don't You Remember - Larry Stylinson [boyxboy]

Chapter 13

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Chapter 13

Eleanor’s P.O.V (right after the accident)

                   “El, I’m really sorry… I, I just need a break right now, If you had any idea how much is on my mind right now, I just” Louis exhaled and pouted his bottom lip slightly, an action I have become all too familiar with. “I’m sorry Eleanor.”

I didn’t really know what to think. I’m pissed, because I know he is only doing this because of Harry. He loves Harry, more than he could ever love me. I’m jealous, increadibly jealous. I can’t say I didn’t expect this though. Although he wont admit it to himself he loves harry and would do anything for him and Harry will be the first and last thing on his mind from this moment until the younger boy opens his eyes. And even after that probably. Meaning this ‘break’ is pretty much a break up, because really we had this coming since the start. Who were we kidding?

“It’s okay Louis.” I mumbled through my teeth trying not to express how mad I really am. If he knew he would only continue to apologize and I don’t even want to see him right now. My boyfriend- ex boyfriend- the guy I’ve spent the past months with doing whatever, even if I knew he was never completely happy with me, I tried to tell myself he was. I had it all so good, my boyfriend was rich and famous and could have any girl he wanted because well, he was Louis Tomlinson for god’s sake. It’s going to be different now not having someone who will buy me whatever I want, whenever I want or go on trips all around the world just because I could. But that’s all gone now. Bloody Hell.

“El, I’m not gunna tell you we can still be friends. Because I know that we can’t, with my career and everything it will be too hard and we all know that people say that knowing they are creating an impossible promise.”

What the fuck?

“I don’t hate you. I just need to be away from everything and focus on what I really want. Because these days, I don’t know what I want. I’ll always be here for you though Eleanor. If you ever need someone for… anything.”

He is such an asshole. The only person he cares about is Harry. It’s ALWAYS about Harry… I hope that ratchet faggot never wakes up.

“Lou, can I speak to you really quick?” Liam’s voice spoke softly and I got a quick ‘be right back’ before he followed Liam into the hall. We were sitting in the waiting room, since Harry wasn’t allowed visitors right now and originally that’s why I’m here… I didn’t even fucking want to come see Harry, I couldn’t give a shit about him.

Louis’ phone buzzed from the table beside our seats. He left his keys, wallet and phone there. I peeked towards the door making sure no one could see me, and then slipped his phone onto my lap. Remember the code I got in and went through his messages, it’s funny I don’t feel one bit bad after what had just happened. The only thing there was a few messages from his mum and Zayn. My thumb brushed over the twitter app and it opened up, being very slow. I went through his twitter quickly, I hadn’t planned on doing this but since it’s opened…  

I love you Louis

Im eating carrots and thinking of you louiss J

I hope everything is well with you and harry, take care of him ! xx