9/23/19

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I am...in love with my guy best friend he's been my best friend since 6th grade and I'm now in 9th so for 4 years I have been in love with this guy...Like really in love with him but here is the thing...We got close but he didn't think I liked him because I didn't give off hints that I did so the next year after the one I'm talking about he dated my girl best friend and they got all close at first I was hurt because before she dated him I told her I liked him but she dated him anyways and then I just shrugged it off and let her treat me and him like shit I stayed his best friend jumped on his back, held his hand, cried in his shoulder when I was sad he was my bestest friend he was everything to me I still have feelings but I kept them hidden deep inside of me and acted okay with everything I'm such a good actress that I made myself smile the whole time because she knew I liked him they dated for 8 months or so this went on for almost a whole year or maybe a year they never kissed ever in that year and rarly hugged I could see that she didn't like him it pissed me off because I care so much for him they broke up a couple months ago I let it settle in after he dated a few people and then I snapped when I heard she liked him again and wanted to be with him so I told him everything and he asked why I was hiding it and why I didn't tell him sooner because he's always liked me I couldn't answer all his questions because I didn't know why either we were both afraid to tell each other and now

I'm dating Logan Riel.

IM DATING HIM

After 4 years. 4 years.

That's it I hope you guys liked it love you 😍😘

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