don't worry (suicidal! Deku x Todoroki)

Chapter 6

Bakuhoe POV
I was walking to Kirishima house since we have a fucking quiz next week. Just my fucking luck. That damn Deku probably gonna get a good grade. He always does but this time, I'll get better grades then that fucking nerd. Fucking Deku. FUCKING- ring ring ring. Huh. I pulled out my phone. Kiri❤️❤️ wants to FaceTime. I swiped my phone. " Hey shittyhair-." "Bakubro. Did you c- check the class group chat?" Why is he crying. "I'll call you back. Let me check. Okay?" "Okay" I ended the call and went to the group chat.

Deku:Goodbye
Pink cheeks: What do you mean
Sonic: ARE YOU OKAY MIDORIYA
Shittykiri❤️: everything ok bro.
Deku: world
Extras: WHAT!!
Frog: what's wrong deku-chan
Silent:????
Pinky: please answer us Deku
  I can't believe what I was reading. Is that why kirishima was crying. What did Deku mean.
King explosion murder: Oi, be more specific
Shittykiri ❤️: bakubro what do you think goodbye world means

I looked at what Deku just texted. Why would he put that. I kept thinking about it until I came to the answer....he is going to end his life. It all makes sense. How he acts weird if we bring out his song, he doesn't react to when I bully him and how he doesn't smile often and if he did, it would be forced. I can't believe it. Why is he doing this? Did something happen? Did I do something? Is it my fault? It's my fault he's like this......where is he? I need to save him. Why did I say that?

take a swan dive off the roof

Midoriya POV
After Uraraka and Todoroki left, I went to my room. I had fun. Remember that their doing this out of pity. No their not. They actually care about me... right? No. Who would be dumb of to spend time with your useless, gay ass? Stop. You know I wonder why you even exist. The world would be better if you just DIED! No please stop it. No one wants to be around you. And Todoroki doesn't love you. He's in love with Momo. He has standards to know he doesn't like you. STOP. Just kill yourself crybaby. STOP IT!!!!!

At that point I was in tears. Why. Why does my classmates hate me? Why does kaachan hate me? Does Todoroki even want to be around me? I turned around and looked at my backpack. The razor. I reached into my bag and pulled out my razor. I went to the bathroom and put the razor to my skin. At least you're good at something.

⚠️ Warning: blood and self harm⚠️
I slid the blade across my arm. It stung for a moment but then faded into pleasure. Maybe three more wouldn't hurt. 1 cut. 2 cut. 3 cut. 5 cut. 8 cut. 24 cut. I felt my blood run down my hands on to my clothing. I was satisfied with what I did.

I didn't bother cleaning up my mess in the bathroom. I changed my clothes and walked out the door. I didn't lock it knowing I won't be going back in there. I looked at the ground and saw my blood that drips from my arm. I walked to the park kaachan and I used to play at. The thing is that kaachan and the other kids didn't know is that there is a cliff if you go deep in the woods. I then texted the group chat. ( To lazy to right message). I hit sent with the last word and dropped my phone.

I made it to the cliff and took off my shoes. I looked at the view. The world is so beautiful so why is it cruel? I took a long breath and looked down. I coming mama. As I took a step to the edge, I heard a really familiar voice that I knew to well. " Midoriya..."I looked behind me to see Todoroki. I just smiled and said" Goodbye Todoroki. I love you." As I said that, I fell. I heard screaming in the distance. I finally get to leave this horrible world. I can finally see mama now.

Hey guys. I'm not dead yet. Thanks for reading this chapter. Also about my Danganronpa one shot book I made, I really need you guys to tell me your ideas. If I get your ideas, I can know your wonderful story or AU. And sorry for waking you people up. Have a wonderful day 😃