Everything is fine, isn't it?

chapter eight~

this chapter might trigger depression (if you're depressed, message me. I'll help you)
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•time skip to next week•

David's p.o.v

I was on Twitter scrolling through fan art people made, when I got a text from Tyler. I really don't want to deal with him after what he said a few months ago. 'What does he possibly want from me?' I wondered, slightly annoyed.

T: Dude, you need to learn that it's wrong to love a guy.

D: Shut up Tyler, lay off of me.

T: Why the hell should I?! You know I'm right, you just don't want to admit it.

D: ...

T: Just go die already you stupid gay. (a/n I hope none of you get offended by that.)

I just stared at my phone and began to cry. "Wh-Why? Why me? Why does he hurt me l-like this?" I said aloud, with tears streaming down my face. Lui was at the store getting stuff, so I was here alone. I got up from my bed and went into the bathroom. I grabbed the razor and began to cut into my skin.

one- for being stupid.
two- for loving a guy.
three- for being weak.
four- for being a screw up.
five- for letting Tyler hurt me.
and six...- for me being here, alive... breathing... and my heart beating in my chest...

I looked at my wrist and saw blood running down my hand and into the sink. I quickly cleaned the sink and my wrist. I put a bandage wrap around my wrist and went back to my bedroom. I climbed onto the bed putting the blanket over my head. I started to cry again and soon fell asleep.

**one hour later**

Lui's p.o.v

I unlocked the door and went into the kitchen to put the groceries down. "David, I'm back from the store." I yelled upstairs. There was no answer. "David?" I say quietly in a slight panic. 'He could be sleeping. Yeah, he might be asleep. Wait, what if he's not asleep?' My eyes widened at the thought of David dead. I ran upstairs to the guest room and saw he was on the bed asleep 'Phew.' I thought as I sighed a sighing sigh of relief.

As I was leaving the guest room, I saw that the lights in the bathroom were on. I went over to turn them off when I saw a red liquid by the sink. I took a closer look and realised what the liquid was...

Blood....

I ran back to the guest room and went over to David's sleeping body. I looked at one of his arms that was hanging off the bed. It was wrapped in a bandage. I slowly took off the bandage from his wrist and saw six cuts on his skin. The sixth one was kinda deeper than the rest. I started to tear up when I saw this. 'Wh-who would ever make him do this to himself?'

I got up and went back down stairs. I was crying at this point. 'Why would anyone ever treat him this way? He didn't do anything to deserve this kind of treatment. Who would make him cut himself, again...?' As I thought those things, I slowly started realising who made him do this to himself again...

Tyler.

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I'm really sorry if you get offended by what I wrote for the thing Tyler texted. Let me know if you do get offended. I'm also sorry about writing a depressing chapter. I've just been feeling really down lately and I haven't been doing so great either.

Anyways, I hope you guys like it. I put some of my feelings in this. Message me if you're depressed, I'm here for you guys.

Bye Bye friends/readers and HaPpY HalLoWeEn!
Johnny~