You&I / M.E

❁24: The New, Old Me❁

SCARLETS POV

"Mom?!" I shreiked

"What the fuck Chad!" Jack yelled, angrily.

"I-I'm sorry guys, Jack has to leave now.." My 'mom' said.

"I'm NOT fucking leaving!" Jack yells

"Yes! You are" Chad argues

"Fuck you Chad!" Jack says and runs upstairs.

"I hate you!" I say, and run upstairs after Jack. He gets out of his room with his luggages in his hands. I burst out crying saying stuff like 'don't go Jack!' Or 'please stay'. Even though I knew, it wouldn't work.

"Give me my damn ticket and I'll be out if your fucking life happy?!" Jack yells, My mom gives him the ticket simply as he runs off. I watch him leave, I look back at Chad who was smirking.

I walked up to him, and slapped him not once, not twice but fucking 5 times.

"Scarlet Gilinsky!" My mom yells. I laugh and run upstairs. I slam my door shut, and lean against the door. Crying. I grab my phone and go to my messages app, I see I have 5 messages from Jack already.

Jackie❤️: ill miss you baby
Jackie❤️: ill come back, don't worry
Jackie❤️: Don't tell the griers, okay?
Jackie❤️: Scarlet?
Jackie❤️: are you alright?!
Scarlet👌: Yeah, I'm okay
Scarlet👌: I love you❤️
Jackie❤️: I love you too, the plane is taking off now..
Scarlet👌: oh.. Bye

/Pretend it's 3 months later/

I brushed my long, brown and blonde hair. I put on my leather crop top, leather jacket, high waisted shorts and some booties. I grabbed my makeup bag.

I did some thick, winged eyeliner with some coats of mascara, I did light pink blush and some bright red lipstick, and lipgloss. I grabbed my cheetah print bag and left downstairs.

Oh yeah, It's been 3 months since Jack left, Remember how I used to have blonde hair? Yeah.. No. I got tired of it and put some brown in. I used to be that good girl, who always paid attention to the world..

Now, I don't care about anything. I rely have any friends, The Magcon guys are all out, My brother was forced to drop out of Magcon. It was a very deep, depressing time for Jack. We still keep in touch, though.

Chad and my mom, are dating. Apparently Nash, Hayes, Elizabeth, Will and Skylynn doesn't know that. So, he's cheating on Elizabeth with my mom.

I walk downstairs, seeing my mom and Chad sitting on the couch together, I never dressed like this, I like it though. It felt... Right.

"Hey Swee- Why are you wearing that?" My mom asked.

"None of your business" I say rudely

"I'm hanging out with Zayn, Chelsea, Diamond and Louis today." I say.

"No" Chad says

"And why is that" I say, harshly

"They aren't..Nice people, Scar" My mom says. I cringe at the nickname,
only Jack can call me that.

"Only Jack can call me that." I say.

"Well, what should we call you?" Chad asked

"Chad, Call me nothing.
Mom, Call me dumbass!" I say, chuckling

"Language!" Chad and my Mom say.

"Jack wouldn't like to see you, like this." My mom says

"He's in fucking Canada!" I yell.

"LANGUAGE!" My mom yells, louder

"Whatever." I say, grabbing my stuff and leaving.

I walk towards Zayn's house, He's my boyfriend. No, NOT Zayn Malik.. It's a shame though. Zayn Goldé. He looks a lot like Zayn Malik though.. YAS.

Anyways, I knock on the door. His mom comes, I smile and sweetly greet her.

"Good morning, Mrs.Goldé" I say
"Hello Dear, Zayn will be down in a minute!" She says, cheerfully.

Oh yeah, We've been together since Jack left.. He was my..Let's say..

Distraction from the pain I felt.

He came, I kissed him as we left him house. I check my phone, I was in a group chat with my friends.

Chelsea: Sup
Diamond: Aye
Scarlet: Heyy
Zayn: Sup bitches
Louis: shut the fuck up I'm talking to Allisa.

Ugh, Allisa.. The school slut. She has brown hair, blue eyes and shows way to much. It's disgusting. All the boys she ever dated, didn't even last a damn week. I knew Louis was next.. I can't let that happen to him.

He really likes her.

I thought he liked Diamond?

Anyways! Diamond had red hair and brown eyes she is a Canadian, Chelsea had brown hair and hazel eyes, She was from the UK, So she has the British accent everyone does over. She's my best friend, I love it more than she does I bet. Haha!

Anyways, I lock my phone and notice we're already at school, I see the school nerds, Marie, Duncan and Justin. I always go after Marie, I never bullied because so I knew it was wrong, Now I just really don't care.

I don't go all the way though, It just let's my anger out, somehow. Zayn went for Duncan, Diamond went for Justin.

Marie was actually kind of nice looking, red curly hair and brown eyes.. She reminded me of Mahogany.. I miss her a lot.

"Sup Marie"'I say laughing

"H-hi" she stutters

"How are you" I ask

"G-good" she stutters, again.

"Okay, do you have any friends?" I ask, trying to hold in my laughter

"We-" she began

"Not your family." I say,

"N-no.." She says

"MARIE ALLISTER HAS NO FRIENDS HAHAHAHAHA!" I laugh, and run off.

This is..

The New, Old Me.