life is hell Alastor x reader onshots

Good Morning

there was a knock on the door causing you to wake up and roll over groaning. charlie stuck her head in the door and asked you to wake up.

"mmgmggmmm....." you mummble rolling over.

"Good Morning!!!!" she screamed "breakfist down stares!!" and with that she ran off.

you groaned before rolling over and stumbling out of bed and going to the bathroom where you took care of your hair and teeth and basiclly the normal morning routine when you heard a very wierd but familiar voice.

you smiled and quickly ran out the door and down the stairs to the main room. where you saw him.

"al!" you shouted seeing your best friend running up to him and giving him a huge hug.

"oh? (y/n), darling, good morning!" he hugged you back before letting go and looking down at you.

"sleep well?"

"yep!" you smile at him.

he was the first person you saw coming into hell and even tho you were shy you felt like you could open yourself up to him...but you knew you were attracted to him.

you refused to accept it and ignored the feelings your entire time in hell. 'theres no suck thing as love here' you always told yourself over and over again but you still couldnt get over him.

"would you like to go out to the cafe this morning darling?" he said holding a hand out to you.

seince you couldnt get over him you would alway push him away. "n-no  al...eds taking me out..."

his smile faltered but didnt go away and you could tell he was mad bye the way he squeezed his mic.

Ed was your very controling abusive boyfriend, at this point your only with him to get over al.

"your still with him..." he said static in his voice.

"yes a-alastor i love him..." you lied.

He flinched eyes widening, not because you said you loved him, no. because you called him alastor. you havnt done that sence you met.

just like that he turned on his heals and left. you didnt try and stop him tho. because this happened every morning...

"you have to tell him (y/n)..." charlie said laying her hand on your shoulder and looking at you.

"no....id rather get over him and loose him then let him go heart broken." you stor,ed off to your room where you slammed your door.

and hour later the was a bang and yelling down stares.

you walked out of your room head down and to the living room where ed was.

"where is that bitch?!" he yelled drunk before noticing you and stumbling over to you.

he started screaming at you and yelling shamming you for no reason.

you braced yourself waiting to be hit but nothing came? when you opened your eyes all you saw was alastors back.

he was facing away from you and held him by the neck.

"ALASTOR STOP IT!!!" you screamed tugging on his arm trying to get him to let go but nothing was working. he just ignored you.

you were furiuse. you used your magic to hover in the air alittle bit "i said...let...GO" u used your magic to throw alastor aside and then fell to your feet shocked at what you did. and so was he.

you stared at each other eyes wide open but you werent going to let him see right threw you...you furrowed your brows and looked at him furiouse. "get out....."

he stood up walked right up to you and stared down at you with the widest grin "no.."

you went to hit him but he  caught your hand still staring at him.

"what has gotten into you darling....what did i do so wrong?!" he asked you. for the first time in your life when you looke at his eyes you didnt see no anger or just the smile, you saw consern and sorrow...and then you broke.

tear after tear fell down your cheek until you couldnt stop.

he wrapped his arms around you and you tryed to push him away but nothing was working and you only cryed harder. 

"what wrong (y/n)..." he practicly wispered in your ear.

you put your hands over your face and screamed "i love you!!!! that what fucking wrong!!!".

he was froze there not moving just holding you. in silence other then your sobs as everyone watched and waited.

"say something...anything! please..!"

it was scilent for a moment more before he let go of you and place his finger on your chin making you look at him with one arm still around you and your hands on his chest.

"i...i love you too..." he looked you dead in the eye.

you didnt think twice other then grabbing his face and kissing him, tears flowing down your face.

you stopped and pulled back him sitting there eyes wide open.

"im so sorr-" you tryed saying before being cut off by him grabbing your face and slamming his lips against yours.

you kissed back for a good 10 seconds before pulling away for air. he hugged you and hid his face in the creves of your neck while your arms were around his neck.

"im sorry i just...ive been waiting to do that for awhile now..." he whiapered

"dont be..so have i..."