life is hell Alastor x reader onshots

Darling~ Pt 2

"and what in the nine circles makes you believe that?~" he said lowering his voice a little as he had me pinned to the wall.

I'm not going to lie i blushed but he wasn't going to win "idk maybe all the times you've used me, or abuse my train of thought!" i said pushing him off of me and got in his face making him smile widder.

"how about the time where you laughed in my face when i said i liked you huh?! did you think it was some kind of weird joke?!" that mayde his eyes widen and ears lower when he realized i were seirous.

my eyes filled with static as i screamed at him before husk pulled me away from him, being one of my very close friends, and yelled at me to calm down.

my eyes went back to normal as i looked around seeing the staff and my friends watching terrified. i just scoffed and went into the living room now continuing to ignore alastor.

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weeks had gone by.

you ignored alastor and slowly he began to change. you refused to notise.

his meet hair he would just put in a pony, hed leave his cane put away, he never wore his jacket anymore and hed have the top button of his shirt un buttoned, and finally, there were bags under his eyes...like he hadn't slept in days.

it was weird. he had the same routine. hed cook breakfast then read in the living room, at lunch hed grab a beer and lock himself in his room, come out to make dinner. then go back to his room.

everyone watched this cycle ever day, him just getting worse. and i ignored it. 

today i got up, went to my bathroom stretching my ears and putting my hair in a pony, my hair still reached down to your butt tho. my ears perked up and i went to my main part of my room where i put on shorts letting my cute tail poke out and a tank top. i slipped on my sneakers and went out to the living room excised for breakfist.

i made my way to the kitchen but...there was no breakfast... 

"wheres the food?" i asked concerned.

"alastor hasn't left his room..." charlie sighed.

"ya...i think...he's getting worse (y/n)..." vaggie added.

"oh...." i said. i tried to act like i wasn't sad but my ears flattened on my head and my tail stopped wagging.

"you should go talk to him..." husk said putting a hand on my shoulder..."give him one last chance..."

"ya...he's like this cause your not talking to him so maybe he needs you..." angel said walking by sadly smirking.

"i..." i said stopping to think..."i need his room key..."

charlie gave me the key and i rushed to the elevator. the whole elevator ride i contiplated if i was doing the right thing.

by the time i had hit his room i knew it was to late to go back. i unlocked it and slowly opened the door closing it behind me.

there he was. curled up in bed, his ears flat on his head and the room was a mess. i creeped over to his bed and went to sit down but the moment i put my hand down he jumped and turned to look at me. 

we were so close i could feel his breathe, he intantlu started blushing.

"(y-y/n)? what are you doing in my room...?" he turned not expecting an answer.

"you didn't come down to breakfast so i got worried..." 

his ears shot up the moment i started talking and looked at me before clearing his throat and relaxing as i sat down and laid back.

we sat for another few seconds before i felt a hand on my thigh making me blush as i look over at him and him being only a few inches away from me.

we didn't say anything as we slowly moved closer till our lips locked.

we pulled back and stared at each other for a few more seconds before he put his hand on my face and kissed me again but this time way more pationatly.

i had closed my eyes and when i opened them he was over me. his hands were slowly going up my shirt and i pushed him off of me.

"we can do this...this...this is wrong..."

"this isn't wrong darling...why do u think this is wrong?" he said slowly going back to where he was.

"because you dont like me! you dont care!" i sighed 

i tenced up immediately as he screamed "god dammit!" i was shocked.

"w-what..." i nervously ask.

"why can you see it yet darling! why?!"

"see what al..."

"that i dont like you! I'm in love with you!" he said falling on his back on the bed as i sat there shocked.

"god I'm so in love with you its killing me...your hair your eyes you! dammit..."

at this point the only thing that went threw my mind was 'no second thoughts' as i threw my self forward and onto his lap before leaning down and kissing him placing my hands on his cheeks.

he was shocked at first but quickly kissed back tuning over him now ontop of me.

i broke the kiss just to say one thing.

"i love you too."