You go to school and you get bullied by your ex-best friend
My alarm goes and I groan loudly. Another day in this hell hole. Let me introduce myself. I'm Amber Graham and I'm 16 years old, I'm in my last year of high school, I've been bullied since freshman year and all those years by the same bully: Harry Styles. The popular kid in school. I seriously don't know what happens for him to bully me. I've bever felt more pain than in these high school years. Well, that's probably it about me. I do not have an exciting life. "Amber, hurry up! You're gonna late for school!" My mum yells from down the stairs. I groan but listen, I pack my bag and leave for school.
"Well, well, well. Look who we have here. If it isn't fatty." The devil says. I flinch at his voice and he laughs loudly. "How about we take a walk" he says and grabs my arm tight. This is going to leave a bruise for sure. I hate not being able to stand up for myself. I hate that I'm so weak. "Well hurry up Amber, we don't have all day." Louis says, he is one of Harry's best friends. He is kinda nice for being a bully. "Fatty, I swear to god. Hurry the fuck up" I can feel Harry's eyes on me. I can feel he's sorry but it still doesn't help this situation I'm in.
Thomas pushes me against the wall. I hit my head and scream it out. I feel blood streaming down. When I scream it out Luke hits me in my stomach. I groan in pain. Then 2 more guys are walking towards me and hit me or whatsoever. The moment I look up I see a face full of regret. I look up at him and start crying. For once I hope that I can be strong. Just this once but no. "Oh, is fatty crying. What a shame guys." Just when he says that Thomas hits me again. And again, and again. I'm trying to walk away when Harry holds me 'hostage'. He holds me in a hug so I can't leave. "I'm so sorry Amber" he whispers in my ear. I roll my eyes and I escape. I can hear someone running after me but I also hear Harry saying they should leave me alone. I scoff and turn around, I see Harry watch me again but I can't. The tears stream down my face and they won't stop.
You know what's ironic. We, Harry and I, were once friends. I don't know what changed. After Harry violently pulled me with him I stayed there. He just ruined one of our memories. I don't know if he has done it on purpose. I'm walking home when a familiar Range Rover stops next to me. Harry. I ignore him and walk further. "Amber please" he begs. I just walk along. Why does he want to talk to me after all he has done. "Just leave Harry, I don't want to talk to you" I hear him sigh and he leaves. Eventually, I arrive home. I walk to my room and grab my razors. I put in on my arm and then there are 5 scars on my arm. Eventually, I walk downstairs just to find my mom smiling at me with teary eyes. "Mom, what's wrong? Why were you crying?" Her silence is killing me. "Amber, something happened" I can't breathe anymore.
"Amber, something happened, Harry got in a car accident" Those words are playing in my head over and over again. Harry is hurt. Even after everything, I can't stand to see him hurt. I'm in the hospital now, waiting for the doctors to say something. After a while of waiting my eyes shut and I fall into a deep slumber. I can feel someone's hand on my shoulder. "Amber, wake up er have news on Mr. Styles. I jerk up and see a doctor and the nurse whom I talked to. "Amber, we don't think he's going to make it. He had way too many drugs and alcohol in his body. The car crash was planned. Like he wanted to end his life." He says. My jaw opens but closes again. Harry wanted to kill himself? Why? Does he regret everything he's done?
"He is awake though, you want to see him?" The nurse asks. I nod and walk closely behind her. I see him looking around in his room. His eyes stop when he sees me. He gasps and looks away. "I don't think you have the right to look away Harry. You let this shit happen" I snap. "I regret it, Amber. I truly do. I should've said something to them. I don't know what happened for me to turn on you like that. We were best friends for fucks sake." I nod but not feeling to need to reply to that. "Why did you overdose Harry. Why would you leave me like that?" I cry. "I wanted to die, Amber, I really wanted to. I have done so many things I regret. I have hurt you, I've hurt many more. That's not like me and you know it" he snaps back
I let the tears fall. He wanted to kill himself because he didn't like who he became. I walk over to him and let the tears fall. "Harry, I don't ever want you to leave me behind. I still care about you!"I mumble in his head. "What have you done to your arm? It's bleeding" I hide my arm. He grabs it and pulls the fabric back. He gasps when he sees the lines and all the scars. He brings my arm to his mouth and he kisses all my scars. "Don't cut yourself ever again Amber. I will not allow it anymore and about the guys, I will hit them back. I'm standing on your side now babe." I guess we were still friends after all.
(A/N This ending sucks I know, I didn't really know how to end this one)
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