LOST EVERYTHING

Chapter Nine

AK POV
I woke  up not feeling it I was mad sad I had mix feelings I didn't even notice the tears that were going down my face I wipe them and put some actual cloths on running my hand thru my hair I walk downstairs and grabbing my keys and going to my car when I heard Jas my older sister say "baby bro what's wrong your not like this who was it to beat him up" I went to her arms and cried I just needed her I  cried I wanted to let it all out"he promise to not do it again he didn't comply" I said sobbing on the ground were I drop she was hugging me telling me everything is going to be okay.

I got up and got in my car she got in too and we drove to school when I got there I saw him talking to his group like nothing happen Jas grabbed my hand when she saw me staring at him we walk to a table and started talking about yesterday I felt eyes on me I turn to see Ash stare at me with tears I turn away wanting to cry again standing up and walking out of the cafeteria.

I walk in the hallways I found a empty far corner and sat there I stared down at my hands but replay the things that had happen I push my knee's to my chest and cried I didn't care if they found me crying I felt some familiar arms wrap around me I wanted to push  him away but at the same time I needed to be hugged.

"I'm sorry Austin I know I mess up but I was stress out I was going to tell you when we were watching the movie but Mason took you away from me and Dylan ask me he said nobody was going to know that it was going to be a secret I regret it when i took the first hit I wanted to stop couldn't i'm sorry "he said  i felt as i was lift off the floor he took me running to his car he put me in the front seat putting the seat belt on me and going to his side.

ASH POV WHEN MASON LEFT WITH AK

Dylan walk in with his brown bad he put it on the table "hey dude mark got me some marijuana want some"he ask pulling it out of the bag I stared at it and shook my head no"dude what happen to my high buddy your no fun let lose a little dude"he said'I wish I can but I did a promise to someone that I will stop doing drugs "I said "hey nobody going to know I wont tell anyone it wont leave from here so fuck it and have fun"he said getting now my attention he past me the light blunt and took a hit I regret so bad but continue we were laying on the ground relax and all shit we played games I past by a mirror and saw my red eyes.

I walk to the living room were Dylan was"get out dude you made me do a big mistake GET THE HELL OUT"I yelled he got on his feet and ran out of the house Nelly came in and smelled the room then shook her head in disappointment"Ese joven te trata de ayudar y tu tirars todo el trabajo que el hizo para  que no termines haci otra vez,tirastes su trabajo duro a la basura"she said in spanish (that young man is trying to help you and you trow all his hard work that he did for you to not end like this again,you thru hid hard work in the trashcan)with that she walk away I started to cry cause its true I went upstairs and showerd I put some eye drops in my eyes I heard my  rooms door slam to the wall AK had a mad face he grabbed his bag and put his cloths in it packing all his cloths in the bag he found out he turn to me and said"your promised you'll stop you broke it i'm going back to my house"he zipped the zipper close I tried to grab his hand but he push it away.

I ran behind him going to his car"baby let me explain please"I yelled but he didn't stop he open the trunk of his car and put his bag in he tried to open his door but i closed it putting his hands on the side of his head I put my head on his neck and said"babe let me explain"he look at me he kiss me then push me away and said the most hurtful words that broke me "you call me when you finally stopped ok since you haven't then Its Done"he got in his car and drove away I didn't stop him I pulled my hair in frustration my phone ring I pulled it out and Dylan caller ID came out I Thru my phone on the ground crying i just lost my world.

I went inside the house and went to my room I said on my bed and stared at my room were me and him did things we painted the room together in a day I fell asleep with the build the bear that we made together I fell asleep thinking about the words he said.

I woke and ignore the pain I did my normal routine left to school I sat with my team ignoring Dylan the whole time AK walk in with red eyes he must of cried this morning I went back to laughing and joking around with the guys when I saw him hold hands with the new girl I wanted to know now who she was he stud up and walk out of the cafeteria I follow behind him without him noticing he sat on a far corner and cried it hurt I walk to him and hugged him kissing his head I told him everything I pick him up and took him to my car to take him somewhere to relax.