LOST EVERYTHING

Chapter Eight

ASH POV ASHER ON TOP

I woke up looking around the room noooooooooooooo i'm in a hospital they found my pills fuck please don't tell me it was uncle A the door open AK walk in with a bottle of pills that I recognize to much he had a disappointed look he lock the door and stand there staring at me, I wanted him to say something but he never answer I started to cry as I saw a tear on AK's face go down "why didn't you tell me" was the only thing he said"I was scared I didn't want you to worry about me I didn't want you in this mess already"I whisper sobbing I had my head down in shame I heard footsteps the chair next to me move back and AK sat there he grabbed my hand and gave a kiss holding it.

"I want you to stop doing drugs  do it for me" he said pulling my chin up to look him in the eyes "ok I'll stop but its going to be hard " I whisper again he climb the bed and sat next to me kissing my cheek he rubbed my back up and down calming me down"I'll help you all the way but if I see some type of drugs in your house its over do you understand cause I have a bad past about pills and drugs"he said   kept nodding my head "i don't want to lose you already" he said wiping his tears away I was slowly falling asleep "go to sleep babe remember I love and I will help you" he whisper in my ear I fell asleep on his chest I felt him kiss my head.

Ak POV
It hurt me the way I came to his house I open the door and saw him on the ground pills on the floor as the bottle was next to him foam coming out of his mouth was the scariest thing I ever seen I panic I was crying as I tried to call him he didn't respond I pick him up and put him in my car and went to a private hospital that rich people go they took him in fast and waited two days for news those images kept going in my head again and again I played with Ash hair as he fell asleep on my chest I fell asleep crying.

2 Weeks later
Its been 2 weeks since Ash accident  he stopped doing drugs the day i told him to stop none of his family know about it we were at the house laying on each other watching TV since the Accident Ash been saying worry to me so right now he is like "baby I'm sorry " he whispers in my ear as he played with my hair I look up at him"babe if you say it one more time in the next 5 minutes I will lash on you" I said and continue watching the movie that was playing the doorbell rung Ash pulled his tablet out to see the camera it showed Mason one of my friends and Dylan who is one of Ash team mates in football when stand up and walk to the door opening it "what's up Mason and Dylan" I said Mason pulled me to him saying "I'm taking him with me ash be back at 4 pm bye"Mason said bit I pulled back " I'm gonna go get my shoes from the room" I said and ran upstairs I signal ash to follow me.

He walk in while I tied my shoes  he came and kiss me all over my face then my lips I kiss back and put his  hoodie on me and ran downstairs "let's go May" I said teasing Mason but I heard Dylan say"hey dude mark got me some marijuana want some"with that I left with Mason I wanted to cry  was thinking about the wrong things we got in and went to the trampoline park we played there for a 3 hours then left to McDonald's to get me some chicken nuggets I was trying to forget about what Dylan said but it came back in my mind we ate and went back to ash house I smelled the weed when I walk in I ran upstairs and got my bag and pack my stuff that was in the closet I turn to the door to see ash standing there.

"You promise you'll stop and you broke I'm going back to my house" I said zipping the zipper up he pulled my hand but I pushed it away continuing walking towards my car Ash was running behind me yelling for me to let him explain but ignore him I put my bag in the trunk and tried to open the car when once again he pulled my hands up to the side of my head his head in my neck "babe let me explain" he whisper I had to be strong so I did what I had to do I kiss him one last time and said"you call me when you finally stopped ok since you haven't then its done"I got in and drove to my house in the side mirror I saw him pull his hair and trow his phone to the ground crying but I didn't go back I continue driving home.