if I died would All My Exes miss me

chapter 9 Angel

( Angel) I couldn't stop thinking what had happened the other day I couldn't believe Carrie would be that kind of person was that her plan the whole time her friend had recently died and one of my friends and she was acting this way . ( Angel) she hadn't left me alone since she kept blowing up my phone I don't get phone calls and texts asking if I was mad at her and then General I was I was upset.  ( Angel) but I knew if I didn't answer anytime soon that it would get worse so I decided to meet up with her again with only some conditions of course  I told her no funny business. ( Angel)  I wanted to know what really was her problem and why she had acted like that in front of me shouldn't she be in morning but yet it seems like she wasn't so sad after all.  ( Angel)  we decided to meet at a bar I thought of a place with a lot of good amount of people would be a good place and she wouldn't act out like she did at the hotel.

( Angel) I entered the bar trying to scan to look for her but she was right there in front of the park waiting for me with a big smile and eagered to talk to me as she came up to ( Carrie ) and here I thought you weren't going to show up but I scared you off . ( Angel) well I'm only here to let you know that I don't think there can be anything between us me and Pam have a lot of history and I think it wouldn't do her right if I would get with you . ( Carrie) I don't think she Minds at all after all she's not here anymore plus she would probably like me to be happy with you wouldn't you think so . ( Angel) do you even hear yourself talking right now how could you talk about her like that like you didn't even care that anything happened to her everything that the funeral was that a show . ( Carrie) come down don't worry I do actually care that she passed away she was my best friend after all I just suggesting that she'd be happy if I'd be happy with you I mean you made her so happy after all.

( Angel) I never thought that she really thought of me is that way I'm making her happy ( Carrie) yeah she couldn't never stop talking about you how great you were how great of a first love you are to her . ( Carrie) so come on don't shame me for wanting to experience that is it that bad as carry puts her hand on angel face  he moves away from her and her hand ( Angel)  that's besides the point Carrie.  ( Carrie) come on you mean to tell me you don't want to get with all of this really come on she wouldn't mind at all it would be on honoring her in a way don't you think so .( Angel) no I actually don't think so and I told you the only reason I agreed to meet with you here is that you wouldn't try any funny business and that's the first thing you do . ( Angel) now what I really came here for was to tell you that you and me there's nothing going to happen between you and me I respect him and I respect you as well so please understand .

( Angel) and if you truly do understand you'll stop blowing up my phone I regret giving you my number because that's all you do now I'm going to leave and I'm going to ask you to leave me alone and I hope you understand this Angel gets up to walk away. ( Carrie) hey I know you want me but you're just denying it all because you feel bad you don't have to feel that way okay if that's what you want I'll stop calling and texting you but it doesn't mean I'm going to give up. ( Carrie) I watched him walk out of that bar and I was right with what I said and I was being truthful I was not going to give up that easy he was going to remind even if he'd liked it or not. ( Carrie) I decided to finish my drink after all I ordered it and it would be a waste just to leave it there the whole time I was thinking of a plan how I would make this work . ( Angel) can you believe the nerve on her to act like that after her friend had just passed away her supposed best friend she wanted to get with me I can't believe her for some reason something reminded me of someone else .

( Angel) she seemed so familiar this time I met up with her again something that I had felt before something that I knew but maybe I was just going crazy or maybe she was making me go crazy don't have to think too much about it should I. ( Angel) as I drove back to my house and enter my room it was right she did actually listen to me I have no phone calls or texts for a couple of days or maybe not any days at all but what was she planning. ( Angel) she told me herself in that bar that she would stop calling and texting me but that she wasn't going to give up until I was hers so what was she going to do it made me a little bit nervous.  ( Angel) I know it's crazy to think that I'd be nervous about this girl wanting to do something to me when I was ten times stronger than her and that's not just me being a non-feminist. ( Angel) but girls can be straight up scary when they want you to be scared so that's what's scaring me about all of this I tried to fall asleep not thinking about it that much but it was still pretty hard not to.