Our Omega, My Alphas

Regret

The bright light beaming through the window shone directly on Jungkook's face. He tried to turn his body sideways, so his back was facing the light, but an unexplainable weight on his chest prevented him from moving. Blinking a few times to adjust his vision, he looked down and noticed a black shadow that he could vaguely distinguish due to the sunlight. What the hell was on his chest? A black cat? It couldn't be; it felt too heavy for an animal, and besides the apartment, he lived in, pets were not allowed. Therefore, to figure out what was lying on his chest, Jungkook closed his eyes one more time and opened them slowly. To his surprise, the supposed black cat became the head of a person that was resting peacefully on his chest. Memories of last night poured back into his mind, and he realized that the black-haired guy was Taehyung, the Alpha he had sex with the previous night and who was now laying down, naked, on top of him.

"Shit!" He murmured, placing the palm of his hands over his eyes to hide his frustration. How could he have slept with the Alpha last night? When he had an Omega girlfriend. Byul's beautiful smile appeared in his mind, and the guilt of cheating on her made his stomach turned. Why did he betray her like this when she had always been there for him when he was doubtful about life? She'd even waited patiently until Jungkook was ready to take their relationship to the next level, but now, he had broken her trust. How could he succumb to what he considered his most unholy desired? Byul didn't deserve to be with him at all!

Everything that happened last night was foreign to Jungkook: The sexual attraction he had towards Taehyung, the slow and sloppy kisses they shared, and the intoxicating aroma that lingered in the air that left him lightheaded. Everything about Taehyung was sinful, but the wolf inside of him loved every bit of it. Jungkook was not going to lie, it felt heavenly to have sexual relations with another Alpha and the Alpha within him was purring with happiness, but Jungkook was scared. Jungkook was scared of admitting his sexuality because he didn't want to face the same fate as his parents. He knew the Alpha law was no longer enforced and that not everyone discriminated against same sub-gender couples, but the negative thoughts in his mind were signaling him to hide. Hide his desired to be with an Alpha and keep the charade of the "normal" Alpha with an Omega girlfriend persona that he had created.

"Aaargh!" Taehyung groaned as the light shone brightly on his face, waking him up from his slumber.

Fuck! What now?! Why did he have to wake up when I'm trying to process everything?, He thought to himself. Jungkook wanted to have more time to mentally prepare himself before he rejected the Alpha, even though his mind was telling him to follow his heart.

"Morning," Taehyung said to him, resting his chin on Jungkook's chest while showcasing a beautiful boxy smile that made his heart shuddered in happiness.

"M-morning," he nervously replied, feeling his heart skip a beat by the beautiful Alpha in front of him, and he was sure Taehyung heard it because the boxy smile became wider.

"What time is it?" Taehyung asked him, yawning and rubbing his eyes. Jungkook found the simple action adorable, and he could stay all day long, just staring at the cute Alpha.

"Hmm, not sure. I just woke up."

"Mm," was all Jungkook got as a response and saw Taehyung staring at him with anticipation in his eyes.

"So?..." Taehyung said to him, placing small pecks on Jungkook's bare chest that send pleasurable chills down his spine. Jungkook knew where the conversation was heading to, and it was making his heart tear into a million pieces by the thought that he would never know how it would feel to be in a relationship with Taehyung, which he knew was his soulmate, his Alpha.

"Yeah?"

"Don't play dumb. About last night...what does that make us? Lovers? Boyfriends?"

"Er..." Jungkook tried to reply, but no words would leave his mouth. Why was it so difficult to express his emotions? Why couldn't he just confess to Taehyung that last night was amazing and he enjoyed every bit of it? Why couldn't he just tell Taehyung that last night was also a mistake? That he had an Omega girlfriend, so their relationship wouldn't work out.