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jin pov

why is he looking so uncomfortable? might as well as ask him why.

"whats up hobi? you look uncomfortable." i said

"cmon before jungkook comes back." said hoseok looking at the door

"ok"namjoon said

we all got off our seat and followed him into jungkooks room. he opened his cupboard and took out a cute blue doraemon box.i suppose he found his childhood memory box.

" ohhh~ has jungkook hidden his childhood memories in here?" said taehyung with a fond grin

"no. hes....hes .....he has-" hosek stuttered

"oh give it to me hyung" jimin  grabbed  the box and opened the latch. 

oh. my. god

bloody, sharp blades. in all sizes

"what is this" yoongi blurted in a panicky voice

"i.... i think....he cuts himself" i stutered not wanting to believe my own words.

"lets get out of here before kookie gets home" taehyung whuspered and tip toed out of the room. we followed his lead after keeping the box in its place.

went down and silently continued our breakfast.

jungkook pov

after two rounds of the parks jogging path i felt weak and tired. well the path us pretty long .  i had a brief walk and headed back towards the dorm.

just as i entered, i felt wierd. normally the dorm is pretty noisy, but i heard only silence.

i went to find my hyungs. they were all eating. so was jimin i smiled happily that jimin hyung was eating ok.

"good morning hyung" i said nodding my head .

every one looked at me with worried glances. yoongi hyung was glaring at me.

i nervously left them and went to my room to check out my figure.

the first thing i saw were foods on my bed. i suppose hyung had done this. but  dont know which. suddenly my stomch rumbeled loudly. i ignored it and walked to the mirror. i lifted my shirt up

noooo. i had no difference. i as still fat. all of my running and execises were becoming useless. i felt horrible. i wlked to my wardrobe and took out my blades.

slish

slash

at least this makes me fell better. since the blood wasnt stopping so i wrapped some bandages over it.

i looked at the time. oh no it wad time for dance practise. i quickly changed my clothes and rushed downstairs. to hide my bandages  i had worn an oversize hoodie

 to hide my bandages  i had worn an oversize hoodie

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down stairs i saw all my hyung waiting for me .

"sorry im late." i said

"its ok... come on the car is waiting for us"sad jimin hyung

i nodded and followed them.

as we were on our way to the dance studio i felt as though every one was looking at me.    
i choose to ignore and kept loking at my phone. once we arrived we all started warming up. i felt really weak. but again i ignored it and began practising.

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