I met this guy in February of 2019. He told me that he had adored me since the first time he saw me. When we started talking he just fell more for me and I obviously fell for him too. We haven't met up for a while now and I'm afraid that he doesn't like me anymore. It's not like we are together, and I feel like that is weird too. I sent him a message two weeks ago or so where I told him how much I liked him, and just now I realized that he never said that he liked me back. He told me that he had the date of the day we met written down. At that time I thought that meant that he liked me back just as much as I liked him. But now I am having doubts. I know some stuff happened in his private life a few days ago. And I also fucked up really bad when we had planed to meet up and I went to a party instead:( But hey... maybe we aren't meant to be anyways. And that really sucks because I feel like I'm the one that fucked up this thing.
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DiversosThis is where I go to rant now I guess... I don't need this to be read, but I need to tell "someone"... just to get it of my chest