lie ➸ J9 ✔

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"Why dont you eat?" Joong finish to prepare their breakfast as they go inside of the rest house near at the beach. Nine was standing facing the window and capturing the sight. Joong sighed as he walk slowly behind to Nine and then hugged him so tightly again. He put his chin to Nine's shoulder while Nine just patting the younger one's head.

"I cant stop imagine being with you for the whole and rest of my life" he is now caressing the clothed tummy of Nine that makes him felt ticklish.

"Joong just stay what you are and I believe in you" he arched his eyebrow to Nine's weirdly response.

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"Do you remember this?" Nine pointed the picture that came from polaroid that stick on the wall. Joong look intently at the picture. He smiled as he laid his eyes to Nine's genuinely smiled while looking at the pic.

"Our first meal date" he response. That was the first time he ask out Nine for a dinner and surprisingly he agreed and viola they got instant date.

"Keep that Joong even I am not here anymore with you. That picture of us remind how we are even the future comes and our memories will be no longer be remembered" Joong just stunned at Nine's words. He dont want to hear it from him so he pull him again to another hug and not trying to break down.

"What are you saying? Sounds like you are going to leave me" Nine petty smile as he conceal once again his feelings. He tap the back of the younger one and comfort him.

"Im not gonna leave you. It just I want you to take care of that" he pointed the picture and even its bothering him, he choose not to talk about again of what he just said.

He look again to the pic and smiled again to it.

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"Lets go swim!!" Nine shouted at Joong while undressing himself and rum to the seaside.

Joong got shy after seeing Nine being almost naked but he didnt want him to look embarass of it so he just plainly pull off his shirt out and throw it away. He run after to Nine who is now laughing at him.

Joong himself cant explain how he was feeling now. Finally they feel they own the world now. Its been two of them and the peaceful sea. When he finally reach Nine's arms he pulled him again for a hug and he almost carried him then swung like spinning wheel.

"Joong put me down already!!" Nine pleaded but Joong was naughty he didnt let his lover slip away from his hug.

When Joong just notice that they are not only two of them in that place. There's an old man looking at them with dissapprove look.

"Look at him, why he look so mad at us?" Joong asked Nine with worried tone. But Nine just shrugged.

"Maybe he was jealous on us" Nine cracked it out. But then Joong wasnt think that way. The way that man look at them gives him a chill.

After they get tired on running and chasing each other. They lay down on the sand and perfectly looking at the sky again. Nine holding his hands while his head was on the Joong's chest.

"Joong" he calmly calling his boyfriend name. He could only hum as he answer.

"What if someday I will change?" he started.

"What do you mean change?" Joong trying to figuring out what he is meant to ask.

"For example my feelings change" now Nine's facing his boyfriend face. Joong felt anxious again.

"Are you talking about your fix marriage to your childhood friend" Nine became silent.

"Is not that I didnt love you. But--" Joong get up from lying down and get sulked to Nine. He left him without words and left Nine without finishing his phrase.

Joong get angry at Nine. They are on their oh so called vacation and escaping the world they have in the city to forget everything bothering with them. But what did Nine did? He really have that guts to asked and talked about that freaking fix marriage thingy.

He isolated himself in the room where the lights were off. He was just seated on the corner of the bed. Thinking about things and make himself overthink.

When he heard the door being open and he saw Nine coming in were his face were down.

"Leave me alone" Joong still sulking and pushing away the poor Nine.

"Joong"

"I said leave, thats what you want right?"

"Joong its not that" he tried to make his mind up and listen at him.

"Then what?" Joong started to cry. Facing him with his desperate stare.

"Im sorry, I wont mention that ever again" he slowly making his step to Joong.

While Joong calming himself down and he face again Nine. He smiled at him and give him a sign to forgive him as Nine lie down and asked Joong "You love me right?" Joong's eyes automatically shed a tears and answered.

"I love you so much" he lean at Nine's face and finally claiming his lips. The older one kissing him back with all passion while the younger one trembling at first but he did best to give him the best kiss.

to be continued...