lie ➸ J9 ✔

04 : lies

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"Joong lets go home already" Nine just blurted out. Joong again glare at him. He is been mentioning it for a times whenever they had a talk, Nine would bring that topic again.

"Im getting pissed Nine" Joong hissed as he trying to show that he is not good about it anymore.

Nine just smiled as he cuddle the grumpy Joong.

"You know it wasnt right anymore right? And you have your life in the city. We cant stay for the rest of the life here" he added. That makes the younger one flinched his eyebrows.

"Your my life so wherever we are as long as I have you beside me. It will always be okay for me. I dont mind anyway" he said to the shorter one and smiled at him like a precious bean.

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"Wake up Joong.. wake up!" Joong open his eyes and felt someone tapping his cheeks. It was almost noon and he was still sleeping on the bed. Joong was surprised to see his mom in front of him. His mom look so worried to his son who were been out of her sight for weeks.

"What are you doing here Mom?" he was still confuse why his mom is here and how did she get here.

"Where's Nine?" his mother look confuse at him.

"Why are you looking for him?" she ask her son.

"Have you seen him? Maybe he got off for walk. Wait a minute Mom" Joong was out of himself getting off to his bed. His mother sat down and grab his arm.

"Why are you looking at him? You were alone here for weeks" that moment his Mom realize what is happening to his son. She didnt want to break down and cry as she pity his son situation. Joong the other side didnt absorb yet what his mom saying. He knows he is with Nine. Nine was here with him.

"The old man was right. He told me that he keep seeing you talking to yourself. Seems like you are talking to wind" Joong shaking his head.

"No mom, he is here. Wait Im going to find him and to prove to you Im with him. His with him" she cant take anymore. She began to tear up. She hugged his son and keep insisting what he was believing.

"He is married already last two weeks ago. Joong you need to accept it" the words hits to Joong and he went blank. And all those memories he had with Nine playback to his mind. He refuse to believe that it was all in his head. He knows and he feels Nine was here.

"No mom! We escaped. We runaway from all of you. He was with me" tears running down to Joong's eyes.

"Its our tradition Joong, I cant break that" with that Joong plead and beg to his knee to Nine. He was holding his both hands and crying.

"You love me right?" He ask desperately.

"I love you but if I didnt follow my parents. They are not going to make our lives in peace" Nine broke out, he dont want to do it. Its hurting him seeing Joong was hurt because of him. "Besides I have nothing to do because it was all set" he let his both hands away from Joong and wipe his own tears.

Joong shake his head. He don't want to believe all of Nine said.

"You cant do this. You were joking right?" He refuse to accept everything falling to his feet. Nine in front of him, crying. He want to give back his words but he already had a decisions. He have to do this.

A hidden memories just flashback to his mind. Realizing it was true and it all coming back to him. Joong was out of himself found himself seating in the bed. He cant just believe that everything happen was all in his bed. Realizing that all was that just happen to his imagination. That Nine was still here beside him, that Nine choose to be with him.

"Joong??" his Mom was worried looking at his son. Thinking he got so much through a lot that this was happening to him. He look at his son like he was lost in himself.

He hugged his son. Joong started to sob and the reality him hard. The pain in his chest almost explode him. He cant believe that Nine wasn't with him anymore.

"Mom is here. Dont worry everything will be fine" his mom assured him not to leave his son. Comfort him as long as she can.

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