[Kim Soo Young's POV]
As months passed by,we debuted
8th August 2016
We became a trainee there for 4 months and we debuted
It's surprising of course
Our dance trainer's name is Lee Yeonhee
She's also our manager and we have two managers
Another one is Yoon Jiwoo
Twilight is still awkward with each other but we are trying our best to make things right
It's normal after all
For now I sleep alone
They sleep with their partners
At this time,I often draw something just to ease my stress
Things aren't really going well with my mental problem
Still having appoinments with psychiatrist
Been taking some session ever since this year
I am slowly recovering from my "scars"
As I am drawing on my tablet,somebody opened the door
Eun Young:"Unnie,let's sit outside together.Let's get to know each other more"
Soo Young Exactly,sure.I'll be there soon okay ?"
Eun Young:"Okay"
She left
I then closes my tablet and went out of my room
I went to the living room
Soo Young:"Sorry if I am being late"
I sat down with them
Soo Young:"Who should start ? I wanna go last"
Chae Won:"I don't really have anything to tell you guys.I am just a family that have a financial problems nothing much"
Eun Young:"I wanna go second last"
Jihyung:"Well,I've been living in a controlled life.Well being a daughter of CEO is really hard.I need to be well mannered and all.I can't even go out with friends since I am only 16.I need to wait until 17"
Soo Young:"Yah,you're a CEO daughter ?"
Jihyung:"Yeah.I'm not trying to flex or anything.."
Soo Young:"Oh no,we can relate for sure.I am also a CEOs' daughter"
Eun Young:"Me too"
Soona:"Shall I tell my story then ?"
Soo Young:"Yeah,go ahead"
Soona:"I'm not a biological daughter of my parents.I am just adopted.It wasn't really a pleasant life but my step brother was there for me to cope through my depression etc,but things changed when he left to Japan for studying"
Soo Young:"That sure is sad."
Lucky her her brother had time for her before
I've been living with maids.
Not my family.
Eun Young:"So,like what I said before,I am a CEO's daughter but my parents died 3 years ago.I have 2 brothers that have been keeping me company.They couldn't really give me the attention I needed so I was pretty much living alone l but they always keep in touch with me of course"
Soo Young:"For me...I..."
I can't seem to tell them
Even my psychiatrist said I shouldn't recall it since I am still in my healing state.
Will I even be healed in this damn state.
Jihyung:"Unnie ?"
Soo Young:"Well I have a busy family for sure.I was isolated and pretty much forgotten unless I went to a business trip with my parents.I've been living with my maids so I can barely feel having a family.My parents highly expected me to be like my brother and sister.My brother is a model my sister is an idol.I was the only one who was an underground artist.They even tell me if I won't audition or get scouted,I have to work as an assasin for them or the police since our company sells weapons for policemen"
Chae Won:"That's dark for sure."
Soo Young:"You know,I shouldn't be talking about that but,I hate to keep it in.I had a rough childhood.I also have depression at a very young age.Then started on getting mental problems.I would basically call myself as a psycho"
Jihyung:"Don't worry unnie ! We will cope through your depression together !"
Soo Young:"Thank you"
I smiled
Chae Won:"Our debut might not be a success to be honest."
Soo Young:"Yeah.It won't and I know it"
Eun Young:"Why do you guys say that ? Have some faith !"
Soo Young:"It's hard you know.BlackPink debuted today as well.They are from a well known company so we might not shine at all.Our concept is the same but they are sexier.I hate it."
Chae Won:"Let's just do our best"
Jihyung:"Let us listen to it for a bit ?"
I pulled out my phone and opened the MV "Boombayah"
My face of course showing unsatisfactory
The others too
Soona:"What...the hell am I watching..."
Soo Young:"A weird MV"
I stated
Jihyung:"But they're gonna be the big hit since they're in a big company"
Chae Won:"Yup,we are from a small company so competing with them is actually a problem"
Soo Young:"Don't worry,no matter what we've done our best"
Soona:"Yeah,no need to feel bad right ? Plus they'll be praised in school tomorrow.It's better to lay low right ?"
Jihyung:"Yup yup"
They're so supportive
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TwiLight || Rewrite || Completed ✓
Fanfiction"I personally think I am never important" -KSY So I actually thought about rewriting it for a long time and finally decided to do it Started - 20th September 2019 Ended - 8th February 2020