[Kim Soo Young's POV]
On 30 April 2017,we released our album "Speak Your Heart Out: Innocence"
Today we got a schedule to attend weekly idol
This is the first time we attend a variety show so we are actually a bit nervous
Jihyung:"Lol what if we messed up ?"
Eun Young:"I don't know,never been on one"
Chae Won:"Soo, haven't you attend any variety show when you were in "Fate" ?"
Soo Young:"Not really.My other members went to a few variety shows.I often get sick before because of my messed up diet so this is actually my first time too"
Soona:"Well,I heard we just gotta be ourselves so yeah"
We were waiting with the cameramen being beside us while the MCs made an introduction
Doni:"We present you"
Doni and Coni:"Twilight !"
We went up to them while waving at the cameras
Soo Young:"Dul,set.Twilife"
TwiLight:"Annyeonghaseyo,TwiLight inmida"
Doni:"So this is the first time you've been here right ? We hope you guys will enjoy your first time here"
We bowed to them thanking them
Coni:"You guys were labelled as the "monster rookies" by your fans.We'll see how well you guys can on 2x speed dance"
Soo Young:"Do you think we'll pass it ?"
Eun Young:"We won't know if we don't try"
We got into formation and I was a bit worried because...
Yeonhee doesn't know how to chill when it comes to choreography 😩
We started on dancing once we heard the intro
A few moments later the fast beat came up
Of course we struggled a lot
Jihyung:"MY GOSH IT'S TOO FAST"
All of us are starting to groan of course
Our choreography is hard even for us
Yeonhee is not the type to do the soft and girly choreo
A few moments later,it ended
I ended up collapsing on the floor while laughing
After a few moments,we finally got to rest a bit
We sat on the chairs they put up for us
It was just a small interview like that and it went on with a few games etc
After that we finished shooting
We went to eat outside
Soona:"Wah,they were really rude"
Soo Young:"If I could threw the chair at them I would.Just because we aren't that popular they didn't have to treat us like trash"
Jihyung:"I know how much Soo eonnie don't like skinship so I felt bad on giving her a kiss at the cheek"
Eun Young:"You could see how dead she looked after that.I could only kiss her hand and she literally slapped me before 😂"
Soona:"I don't really mind tbh,but forcing her she might feel uncomfortable"
Chae Won:"Bruh,only Yeonhee got a kiss on her cheek from Soo.What do you expect ?"
Soo Young:"That's only 2 times lol.It felt weird cause I don't like that type of skinship"
Jihyung:"I mean I love doing that type of skinship but forcing people into it is bad though.Like you guys"
Soo Young:"Well it ended anyways"
Soona:"Eonnie,how has your treatment going by now ?"
Chae Won:"Yeah,because we've seen you not doing well lately.Is something bothering you ?"
I sighed
Soo Young:"A lot tbh.Maybe we'll talk about it at home ?"
They nodded
After we finished our work,we went back to our dorm
Eun Young:"So,what have been bothering you ?"
Soo Young:"Lately I am pressured tbh so I stopped going to my therapist due to our schedules too"
Jihyung:"My gosh,you could've just asked for a day off for the session"
Soo Young:"I don't wanna skip anything plus I am doing good by myself but..."
Chae Won:"Is this about the "plagiarism" ?"
Soo Young:"Yeah that."
Soona:"Why would you listen to them ? You never plagiarized anything right ?"
Soo Young:"I never do that but people often said otherwise.Plus,I know it's not just me who is having a hard time"
I looked at them
Jihyung:"Well what she said is true.All of us have been getting negative remarks.Like,is it wrong to hold hands with your friend ?"
Soo Young:"I mean people are nice.Like,they're fine with me being close to any of Seventeen members but some of BTS' stans dislike it if I ever went out with Jungkook or any other members"
Chae Won:"Yeah,ahgases are nice too and all,but if I went out with Hobi things turned out bad for some reason"
Soona:"Well hiding the fact I am dating with Joonie,we went out with any of the members we'll suddenly receive negative remarks"
Soo Young:"Let's not think about this.They see us as robots not humans"
Jihyung:"Mhm,let's just focus on our works for now"
Eun Young:"You better confess to Joshua you got that eonnie ?"
Soo Young:"I will,I will.Keeping it in is heavy so I'll just find some time"
Jihyung:"Good.We're tired of it tbh.Like you two obviously loves each other"
Soo Young:"Yeah yeah,you guys can stop that.What about you ? Found someone attractive ?"
Jihyung:"That guy from KQ ent,Yunho"
Chae Won:"Ohhh,you are interested in him ?"
Jihyung:"Kinda,he's tall"
Soona:"Eun eonnie,how's your relationship with Seungkwan nim ??"
Eun Young:"So far,so good.I mean,he's really nice and entertaining"
Soo Young:"What about you Soona ?"
Soona:"Yeah,it's good.Joonie is nice although he's busy"
Jihyung:"Chae unnie,when are you going to date Jaeboum ssi ?"
Chae Won:"Next year.We just wanna stay friends for now"
Soo Young:"Such a shame"
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TwiLight || Rewrite || Completed ✓
Fanfiction"I personally think I am never important" -KSY So I actually thought about rewriting it for a long time and finally decided to do it Started - 20th September 2019 Ended - 8th February 2020