𝓈ℯ𝓁𝒻𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓉ℯ𝓃 𝓁𝓎𝓇𝒾𝒸𝓈

(11)YOU ARE THE REASON

Yⓞⓤ ⓐⓡⓔ ⓣⓗⓔ ⓡⓔⓐⓢⓞⓝ

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Everything I do
I do it for you
I let you control my feelings
I let you decide who I am
Everything I am is you

I can't describe my feelings
It is like they are yours now
They can't escape of the thief called you
There is something in my heart
Which can't let me be mad at you
I think that's called love

You are the reason why I cry at night
You are the reason why I am not always fine
You are the reason why I go crazy
You are the reason why I can't feel free

I wanted you to control myself
Change me like you want
Until you like the new me
I know it's naive to change me for someone like you
But I know if I don't let it happen
My dreams will never come true

I need your closeness
I feel your hands touching my heart
You are stealing my breath
My soul is about to die
I hear my thoughts talking loudly in my head
I suddenly notice the emptiness in me
Tick tock,hearing the sound of the clock
I am about to go completely crazy
Don't want this fake me anymore

You are the reason why I cry at night
You are the reason why I am not always fine
You are the reason why I go crazy
You are the reason why it's inpossible to be free

I realized that this way of living is awful
Better be myself instead of letting you ruin me
You just wanted to end me
Why are we so hateful?
It's just because you are the reason.