𝓈ℯ𝓁𝒻𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓉ℯ𝓃 𝓁𝓎𝓇𝒾𝒸𝓈

(10)SCARS

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Everywhere I go
They are looking at me
I can hear the whispers
I am sometimes asking myself
If somebody would care about me
When I wouldn't be here

They pretend to be polite
But their faces are all fake
Even my parents pretend to be proud
But they will never know the way I feel
I always had to be strong
But kept falling and not standing up

I am sick of this routine
Can't I just stop now
I want my old me back
People are just seeing my scars
But they don't know who the cause is

Don't treat me different
I won't tell nobody
You can try so hard you want
There is no reason for me
To tell you any facts about me
It will always be my secret
And you can't change it

I don't trust anybody
I can't even trust myself
Do you think I am a joke?
Your thoughts say no
Alright now you know
So what's the reason for this
Why do you keep pulling me in shit?

I am sick of this routine
Can't I just stop now
I want my old me back
People are just seeing my scars
But they don't know who the cause is

They never helped me
Now they are interested
I am able to live without them
'Cause the time I needed somebody
There was nobody

I hate those people
I never wanted them to change my life
I never wanted somebody to see my past
Everytime I see myself in the mirror
I know that my scars will forever last

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