Love You Always No Matter What (Code Geass SuzaLulu yaoi)

Charpter 4. conflicted mind

*Suzakus P.O.V.*

After I explaned everything to Nunnally she stare shocked at me.

'When I told her that Lelouch's alive, should I also tell her about me beign Zero? No it's better to tell her later then she has met  Lelouch.'

She starts to cry.

"M-My brother is alive. He's alive.*sobs*

C-Can I see him now?"

"Yes, may I escort you there your highness?"

"Yes."

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I knock on Lelouchs door and wait for an answer. I hear three knocks somewere from the inside and opend the door. As soon as the door is opened Nunnally stares at Lelouch, Who sits up in his bed. I move her to beside the bed and get a chair for myself to sit on beside her.

"L-Leouch... *sobs*... big brother...*sobs* your alive..." Nunnally cries as she hugs Lelouch. It's like that for some time but when I speak up.

"Lelouch I haven't told Nunnally about my identity may I tell her before we talk about anything else?" He looks at me with a small smile and says:

"Yes of course, I was gonna ask if you would tell her. She deserves to know."

'Lelouch is so cute, whaa!!! don't think about that now. Focus on the situation, don't think about Lelouch being cute. Whaa!!! Focus focus focus.... '

I take hold of my mask and says:

"Nunnally I'm sorry for not telling you till now but this is me."

I take of my mask and smile nervously at Nunnally. She stares at me and for the third time today she start to cry.

"Suzaku y-you are alive too. But how?"

"It was just a trick to make me disappear from the world. So I could become Zero without anyone suspecting me of being Suzaku."

"I-I see, I'm so happy for you two being alive." There are some silence afterwards but then Lelouch speak up.

*Lelouchs P.O.V.*

"Now then all is as it should, we have a coming matter to discuss. The funeral. How will we deal with it?"

"Whose funeral???"

'Suzaku, you're so innocent and dumb somtimes.'

"Suzaku we talked about this just some time ago, are you that forgetful?"

"S-sorry I just didn't think...." I look at him irritated and I see a light shade of red appear on his cheeks. I quickly look away, feeling my own cheeks getting hot.

'Why do I react like this? Is it because Suzaku is so cute? What c-cute?! I think Suzaku is cute? No, now is not the time to think about this. Concentrate on the task at hand.'

"Well does anyone have any ideas?" Nunnally ask as if she can predict my thoughts and breaks the weird mood.

"The obvious choice would be to just have the coffin emty but having somthing with similar weight inside to make it realistic, and then have the funeral as originally planned." I say or rather I'm stating.

"Y-Yeah isn't it both a easy and good idea?" I carefully look at Suzaku as he asks that question.

"Yeah you're right Suzaku." Nunnally quickly add.

"Then I have just two more thing to say. One: my existence remains a secret and only you two will know that I'm still alive. Two: Nunnally you can't talk to Suzaku as you know him around others because that would look suspicious. Just act like you used to around Zero. Understand?" They both nod.

"So now the matter about the funeral is solved, but can Lelouch really live in this room?" Suzaku ask.

"So as fast as one matter is solved another appears?" I ask irritated.

"Hehe I think Lelouch is getting tired." Nunnally says as I rub my temples tirely and sigh.

"Okey just get this over with, let us discuss where I will live from now on."

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