Screaming at my soul shredding memories.
Shrieking from fear rising from where it buries.
Flashbacks playing like tangled loops.
Gasping as the encaged heart-strings set loose.
Wincing at that slicing touch and cutting flesh.
Paining as a thunder breaks inside my chest.
Blinking as my vision plays a kaliedoscope.
Crying and choking my neck, losing the hope.
Slipping and drowning, enclosed in a sphere.
Reliving the feeling, producing a shiver.
Tripping backwards or maybe forward.
Defeated heart and lungs, will being a coward.
Senses clouding, feeling a high.
Numbing my mind, my crimson thigh.
Nobody can ever truly understand.
Unless you've gone through with it, you'd stand a chance.
