Oh her? She's My Angel(Trixya)

Chapter 18:Trixie

Trixie's POV
Katya left me sitting on the sofa. She left me, like I have to leave her. I grabbed my stomach and touched my lip. She kissed me, kissed me in front of Carla. She told me she loved me, loved me in front of Carla. The moment was ruined when I told her I couldn't love her, when I told her I had to leave. She wanted to give me her love but I shut her down. She told me that everyone was always sorry, was I just like everyone else now? I didn't wanna be like everyone else but I didn't really have a choice. I got off of the sofa and walked to my room. I looked at Katya's door, her light was off and there were no sounds coming from her room. I forced myself to turn away and walk into my room. I shut the door behind me and crawled in bed. The darkness of the room was welcoming. The quiet held me dangerously tight while the pain wrapped me in its cold embrace. I sighed and reached for the phone given to me by Pearl. I took a deep breathe and clicked the button to call her. "Hello?"

"Pearl?"

"Trix, are you crying?"

"Pearl, I need help."

"Okay, with what?"

"Do you know where Kim is? I really need to find her."

"Trixie, you know I'm not supposed to tell you that."

"Pearl, please?" There was a long silence from Pearl's end, but after a few seconds I could hear the movement of papers.

"She is with a girl named Naomi. She lives in a building not far from you, maybe a 30 minute walk. Apartment building C, apartment number 500, top floor."

"Thank you Pearl."

"No problem, and tell Kim I said hi."

"I will." I ended the call with Pearl and looked at the clock. It was about 12am, I really hoped Kim was awake. After dragging myself out of bed, I walked out of my room. I took a deep breathe as I unlocked the door. It as quiet in the halls of the building, no noise from anywhere. I decided to take the stairs, I hated the elevator, it was strange to me. I walked out of the building and started walking to the left. Pearl said it was building C, Katya's building was building F. It would be a shorter walk if the buildings weren't so big. As I walked, I looked around. The lights of the city made the night almost as bright as a sunrise. The only thing I could truly think about was Katya. Katya was supposed to be this big bad wolf in human form, but she wasn't. Ever since I had gotten here, she was nothing but sweet to me. She was a completely different person than the woman described in the file. I felt a drop of water on my arm, I looked up and saw dark clouds rolling overhead. A light shower of rain started to fall, it was refreshing.

After a bit, I found myself standing in front of building C. It was a nice building, just like Katya's. I took a deep breathe and walked into the glass doors. The doorman was too busy sleeping to pay attention to me. I found the stairs and started the walk to the fifth floor. I thought about what to say to Kim while I walked. I didn't know what to say, how to explain what I was feeling or even why I was feeling it. I walked through the halls of the fifth floor, looking at all of the numbers above the doors. I stopped at apartment 500 and took a deep breathe. I knocked on the door with a shaky hand, there was no answer. I sighed and turned away, I knew that this was pointless. "Hello, can I help you?" I turned around to see a rather tall and slender girl standing in the door.

"Oh, uh hi." I didn't want else to say so I stood there, frozen.

"Naomi, who is it?" Kim walked beside the tall woman. "Trixie?"

"Hi Kim."

"You know her?" Kim nodded her head as she stared at me.

"What's wrong Trixie?"

"She told me she loved me." Tears started to fill my eyes as I stood in the hall.

"Uh hey it is best if we talk about this inside. Is that okay babe?" Kim looked at Naomi with a warm smile. Naomi stepped to the side and let me inside. Kim grabbed my hand and gently pulled me inside.

"Would you like anything to drink, um?"

"Trixie, and no thank you." Naomi nodded her head and sat on a white leather sofa, Kim sat beside her.

"Trixie, what is wrong? Why are you here, how are you here?"

"Pearl, and because.."

"Because?"

"I told you Katya told me she loved me."

"Excuse me, not to be rude but why did a girl telling you she loved you a call for you to come out at 12 in the morning?" Kim put her hand on Naomi's leg and smiled at her.

"She is an angel like me."

"Ah, I understand. The whole 'Can't love a human' shit. Who came up with that anyway?"

"That isn't the point babe," Kim sighed then turned to face me. "What happen?"

"Well, some girl named Carla insulted me. Called me 'fat' and told me that Katya would never go for anyone like me. One of Katya's friends came to check on me, per Katya's request. She told me to tell Katya about what Carla had said to me, so I did. Katya was not happy. After I told her, she told Carla to come over and apologize to me. She didn't, instead she was even worse than before. Katya threw her things off of her balcony and made Carla leave. But before that, she said that she thinks she loves me and well, she um.."

"She what?"

"Kissed me."

"Wait, what?! Kissed you?"

"Yeah, more than once, but I stopped it before she could go any further. I told her that I would have to leave her, she told me I didn't have to. Told me that I could stay, but I told her I couldn't. I said sorry and she told me that everyone always is. Then she went to her room, without saying anything else." I looked down as tears started to fall. Kim walked to me and hugged me.

"Shh, it is okay. We will figure this out okay?" I nodded my head as I hugged her back. "Naomi, can she sleep in the spare room?"

"Of course."

"Trixie, you should get some sleep. I will show you the bedroom."

"Thank you but I don't think I will be able to sleep."

"That is okay, I will stay up with you then." Kim held me tighter and smiled at me. Naomi walked to me and put her hand on my shoulder.

"You will be okay. If anyone can help you, Kim can."

"Thank you." Naomi smiled and turned to Kim. She kissed her then walked down the hall to a room.

"It's just you and me. We don't have to talk but I will be here okay?"

"Okay." Kim rocked us back and forth. She ran her fingers through my hair as the rain outside hit the window. I felt like I had made the biggest mistake ever, not because I fell in love with a human but because I hurt that human.