Oh her? She's My Angel(Trixya)

Christmas Special Pt. 5

Katya's POV
December 25th, 8pm

Everyone was slightly buzzed and smiling. We had spent the day joking around and just enjoying each other's company. Well everyone expect Trixie. She was being quiet and even worse, avoiding me. After she was done talking to Pearl, I tapped her on her shoulder. "Hey baby, can you come in the kitchen with me for a second?"

"Oh, um sure." I took Trixie's hand and lead her into the kitchen. "Uh, what's going on?"

"I wanted to ask you the same thing."

"Huh?"

"Don't 'huh' me. You have been avoiding me all damn day Trixie."

"I have not."

"Yes, you have. When I tried to sit by you, you went to 'fix the tree'. I love you baby but I am getting pretty annoyed okay? Now, what is happening?"

"You tell me Katya?!" I was taken back a bit by Trixie raising her voice.

"Trix?"

"You have been avoiding the question I asked you on the plane."

"What, about getting married?"

"Yes, Katya. That very fucking question. Listen, I love you so much but I need to know where we are going. I don't want to be stuck as your girlfriend forever."

"Stuck? Is that how you feel?"

"No, I just..I meant."

"No, I get what you meant Trixie."

"Katya, you don't get to be mad at me about this! I just wanted a real answer to my damn question. Not some shitty excuse like 'I haven't thought about it'. We have been together for almost two years, how have you not thought about it?"

"I.."

"I am not rushing for us to get married but I wish you would just talk about it instead of acting like it just doesn't exist. Or are you avoiding it because you don't want a future with me Katya?" Trixie's eyes filled with tears as she spoke. I wanted to find something to say, to tell her that she was wrong but I was frozen. "Huh?! Answer me! Am I gonna end up like Carla? Is that what road we are heading down?" Trixie stared at me as tears fell from her eyes, she shook her head and walked past me.

"Trixie, where are you going?"

"Don't talk to me now Katya." Trixie rushed out of the kitchen, into the living room. She grabbed her coat, opened the front door, and slammed it behind her. I stood looking at the door for a minute, my heart still trying to catch up to what had just happen. My mother stood beside me and softly tapped my shoulder.

"Yeah Mum?"

"Aren't you gonna take your ass out there and go after her?"

"She seemed like she wanted to be alone?"

"You can't give her what she wants all the time. Go find her." I turned to my mother and smiled weakly. I pulled her into a hug as I took a deep breathe.

"Thanks." I grabbed my jacket and ran outside into the snow to try and find my angel.

10pm

I spent about two hours looking for Trixie. I couldn't find her anywhere, which was a bit concerning. I called Pearl to see if she went back home. Pearl called back after about ten minutes and answered my question with a very sad no. I had no idea where Trixie could be until I walked into the gates of the park. I saw a blonde with her back to me. A blonde in a flowing white and blue dress, the dress I got Trixie just for this day, because she doesn't like red or green. "Trixie! Trixie," I yelled as loud as I could manage. Trixie turned and looked around, her eyes locked with mine. She had mascara running down her redden cheeks. Trixie stood up from the park bench but didn't take one step.