Oh her? She's My Angel(Trixya)

Chapter 20:Trixie

Trixie's POV
6am and I was staring at the moon. I didn't know it was going to be this hard, walking away from someone. I didn't know what to think about the situation or what to feel, and that was the problem. That is why I am here with Kim instead of with Katya, because I just don't know. I walked to the front door and opened it, stepping out into the hall. I sat down by the door and put my head in my hands. I could feel tears swell in my eyes but I didn't want them to fall. "Hey, Trixie right?" I looked up to see Naomi standing in the door.

"Yeah." Naomi sat down next to me.

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Oh yeah sure."

"Not to seem rude or anything, but why is it so hard?"

"Why's what so hard?"

"Loving that girl, letting her love you."

"Oh, um well because we are taught that we aren't suppose to. I get that seems crazy because our purpose is to bring love and happiness to the lives of humans but it is so we don't lose focus."

"So, you can't date or marry humans, can you date other angels?"

"No."

"So, no love at all?"

"Well, not the romantic love, no. We form friendships, bonds, but nothing more."

"That seems kinda stupid."

"How?"

"Because, how can you help people know what love is and whatever if you have never felt it? Friendship love is different from romantic love, they are not the same. I can't tell you that it is worth staying down here but I am going to tell you not to over think it. Just go with the flow, you know? Whatever feels right to you, just do that. No one can really tell you what to do with your life because well, it's yours."

"I've never thought of it that way."

"Kim cares about you a lot. When she found out you where here, all she wanted to do was see you. She wants the best for you."

"I know."

"Good, well I have to get going."

"Thanks for talking to me."

"Anytime." Naomi stood up, smiled at me one last time, and walked down the hall to the elevator. I leaned my head against the wall and sighed. I missed Katya, I missed her a lot. She would be just getting up for work. She would come out of her room and say good morning, check on me to make sure I slept well then start getting ready. I would hear the shower start, then the clattering of her in her closet, picking something for the day. I never knew why she didn't wake up earlier, but then again when you are your own boss, you can be late if you want. Katya would run around looking for her phone, keys, shoes, anything that wasn't attached to her body. After my first month with her, I started to put all of her things on the coffee table in front of the sofa. Even though I always thought it was kinda cute, watching Katya run around in her suit. I would sit on the sofa with my feet under me, just watching her try to get everything she needed. It bothered the hell out of her, she even threw a pillow at me once. Although, when she got home she would kick her shoes off, drop her things at the door, lay next to me on the sofa and lay her head in my lap. My mind drifted to one of the many days I spent waiting for Katya. I had gotten bored just sitting on the sofa so I went outside on the balcony and played with Mr. Paws. I was too busy playing with the cat that I didn't know Katya was home. I was only distracted from Mr. Paws when I heard Katya yelling my name.

"Trix! Trixie, where are you?" I peeked in from the balcony and frowned.

"Katya, what is wrong with you?" She whined and sat on the sofa.

"Come here." I walked back inside and stood in front of Katya. She wrapped her arms around my waist and snuggled into me.

"What do you want Katya?"

"You." I felt my face get hot. I cleared my throat and shook my head. "You are always sitting here when I get home, I always lay next to you and I always put my head on your lap. It is my relaxation from a long day."

"Fine." I sat on the sofa and looked at Katya. She laid next to me then laid her head in my lap. I took her hair out of its ponytail and ran my fingers through it. Katya was content with me when she let herself be.

"Hey Trix?"

"Yeah?"

"I think I'll miss you."

"What?"

"I said I think I'll miss you. You know, when you leave?"

"Really?"

"Yeah, really." I chuckled and shook my head as I listened to Katya's breathing settle. She always looked peaceful when she was sleeping.

"I'll miss you too Katya." Little did I know how much I would actually miss her when I wasn't with her. I had no idea how angels just left the humans they spent so much time with, but I knew that it would be hard for me to. Katya had become so comfortable with me and I became comfortable with her. There was no way I could do this without feeling pain. A lot of pain.