Help | Chensung (✔️)

E l e v e n

June 23rd, 2014

I was at my dads at the time. Bao had been getting severely old. She was about fifteen now. I was in my room, and it was 8pm at night. I had to call my mom anyway. 

Ring ring. 

"Chenle? Hey, I need to tell you something." Mom said and my eyes widen. 

"What is it mom?" I ask in a shaky voice. 

"Well, Grammie and Grampie came over for dinner. And when they got back. They found Beanie on the floor." Mom said, my eyes widen and tears started to pour out of my eyes. 

I knew damn well what mom had ment. 

Bao has died. 

"Mom, I have to go. Ill see you later." I hang up the phone before she had time to speak. 

I sobbed so hard that night, it hadn't even been six months since Keo died. 

It just made me realize, that Bao was really gone. 

...

The next week 

I was on a walk, Jisung had been checking up on me since last week seeing if I was okay. We would be on the phone for hours a night just talking to each other.

My parents thought that I had a girlfriend, but it was only my friend Eunha who agreed to make my parents seem that I'm not gay. 

Even though I am. 

But if I were to tell my stepdad and mom that I was gay. I would be kicked out. 

It sounds nice yes, that I don't have to be there anymore. 

But in reality if you really think about it. It's actually pretty terrifying. 

I mean, I have told my mom that I am bisexual. But not gay. I have told my grandparents, I have told my mom (Sooyoung), my dad and all of my friends. 

Ring ring

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket, I take it and look at the caller ID. 

Pwark Jithung 

I smile to myself as I accept the call. 

"Jisung!" I say through the phone.

"Hey Chenle! How are you?" Jisung asks. 

"I'm on a walk, so better than I was a few hours ago." I said. 

"Well that's good. At least you're away from all of them." Jisung says.