I DON'T MIND by Joanne Brown

Romance

   The next days were the best days of my life. I was so happy with Noah. He was super nice. Plus he really liked me! I never had a boyfriend or girlfriend before so I didn't know the feeling of being loved by the person you have a crush on. Of course my parents love me but I'm not talking about that "love". He was super happy too. We used to hang out together after school and my parents suported me and really liked Noah. They said he really liked me and if I was happy it was enough for them, they just didn't want to see me hurt.
   Sarah seemed okay. wew would also invite her for our "dates" and she seemed like she was happy for us, though she seemed a bit sad so I went to the bathroom to her:
   - Hey Sarah, look I've been noticing you're kinda sad and I want you to tell me because if you don't I'll break upi with Noah even if it hurts me. I don't want to see you sad because of me. No one deserves Noah more than you.
   - Joanne, look, I can't lie . It's been a little hard to look at you and Noah so happy but you're my best friend. And you deserve him so much. I still have a crush on Noah but it will passwith time, I know I'm not meant to be with Noah- she said with a sad smile.
   - I don't wanna hurt you- I said- I've already hurt people.
   - You wont- she said and then she left.
   I felt like the worst best friend in the whole world so I ran to a little corner near my classroom and I started crying. It was Noah who was really worried and said:
    - Hey Joanne, what happened ? Why are you crying?
    - It's nothing, don't worry.- I said trying to not worry him.
    - No it must be something, I never saw you so sad. Don't you trust me?
    - Of course I do, I trust you just as much as I trust Sarah- when I said her name I started crying again.
    - What happened with Sarah?
    - Nothing, it's nothing- I cried in silence.
    - Look, I know you don't want to tell me but i just wish you could trust me more because I trust you more than I trust myself.  
    - I trust you Noah it's just something I can't tell you cause Sarah wouldn't want me to.
    - If it makes you so sad you have to tell me.
    - I can't! OK? I'd like too but I can't! You mean the world to me but you have to trust me on this. Please forget we had this conversation.
    -You mean everything to me I just don't wanna see you sad Okay?- he kissed my lips and I agreed. But Sarah was still in the back of my mind.